[flophousefloozie]

One of those places that have big "rock bands!" that play "crazy covers!" of "House of Pain!"....

I thought I was being a kind person by going there. I was told that a girl, whom I've been friends with since we were tiny little girls, needed me back in her life, because she's going down "the wrong path", and I needed to "be her friend" that night. (Sorry about the obsessive use of quotations, but sometimes a point must be drawn across)

Anyway, I was stuck in a situation, where I could have mistaken my life for that of a thirteen year old (given the intoxicated state of mind I forced upon myself, anything was possible). Don't get me wrong, even if I were sober, I'd still have felt like a child again...

I ended up waiting around until around 4:00 in the morning (I'm an old lady, it's hard on me), since I thought it best to stay somewhere in the ol' suburbs, since at that point, I was drawn astray, and quite far from my downtown home. Finally, I said I wouldn't do it any longer, and spent a bloody $40 on a cab!!

Well, anyway, I don't rant much on here, so I hope you will forgive me.

Feel free to add stories/complaints of anything or whatnot..

[demonrail666]

A Wonderstuffs gig, because of a girl. Shameless and, because nothing much came of the girl thing, pointless.

[Danny Himself]

Originally Posted by demonrail666

A Wonderstuffs gig, because of a girl. Shameless and, because nothing much came of the girl thing, pointless.

Bitches ain't worth the indignity.

[flophousefloozie]

I thought at this age in my life, paths have already been taken. Apparently some people stay 16 forever.

[flophousefloozie]

Too true, by the way.

Silly hoes (does that work?)

I kid, I don't mean that.

[flophousefloozie]

You know what else burns my butter? When people analyze you to no end...

[fugazifan]

Originally Posted by flophousefloozie

I thought at this age in my life, paths have already been taken. Apparently some people stay 16 forever.

yeah i know the feeling. i have broken off a few friendships in the past couple of years because i felt that they were at the same place that they were 7 years ago when we first met. and i did not want to do the same shit that i did in high-school.

this thread seems to be bringing us into the seinfeld realm again: Cn one break up with a friend?

and shit, 40$ for a cab, is this in toronto?

[davenotdead]

Originally Posted by flophousefloozie

You know what else burns my butter? When people analyze you to no end...

you seem to be wanting to re-connect with your past. maybe you feel that you were a better person, or at least you had some qualities when you were younger that you wish you still had. your self-realization of "being" younger last night was your present ego attempting to justify your current self, and it was a little bit frightening, so you shelled out $40 to get away from it

[flophousefloozie]

Actually, like most people, I believe I'm a better person than when I was a young teenager. Fugazi's reply sums up my exact feelings...

But, your analyzation was well put.

[flophousefloozie]

Originally Posted by fugazifan

yeah i know the feeling. i have broken off a few friendships in the past couple of years because i felt that they were at the same place that they were 7 years ago when we first met. and i did not want to do the same shit that i did in high-school.

this thread seems to be bringing us into the seinfeld realm again: Cn one break up with a friend?

and shit, 40$ for a cab, is this in toronto?

No, I'm out west now. The cabs are more expense in Toronto.

But, this was a cab ride across the entire city, basicaly. I had no choice.

[davenotdead]

oh my, just realized i was really analyzing myself. that's frightening. but on the whole, yeah I do think I'm a better person than when I was 13-15

[flophousefloozie]

Originally Posted by flophousefloozie

Actually, like most people, I believe I'm a better person than when I was a young teenager. Fugazi's reply sums up my exact feelings...

But, your analyzation was well put.

Except I haven't spent time with these people since jr. high, and even then I found myself to be uncomfortably different from them.

[flophousefloozie]

Originally Posted by davenotdead

oh my, just realized i was really analyzing myself. that's frightening. but on the whole, yeah I do think I'm a better person than when I was 13-15

I'm sure you are. Anyone that hasn't progresed since that age... well, just ask my old chums from last night.

[davenotdead]

haha... yes I know the type you are talking about... I see them around town sometimes... those people I kind of knew 6 or 7 years ago, and they look the same, just with facial hair/beer guts now

[alteredcourse]

I feel the opposite of how you guys are describing your selves. I'm not on some "bad path" that needs to be saved from, but I do feel like my life has changed very little in the past 3-5 years and that I've alienated myself away from friends that are on a similar plateau, and ones that have been much more productive.

In my head I dont despair and feel like the latter have left me behind, its just that I still need to get some shit together and thats okay, but it does bug me a bit to wonder if they think like theyre leaving me "behind", like you can track success like that, that they feel sorta the same way you do about your friends.

[flophousefloozie]

Originally Posted by alteredcourse

I feel the opposite of how you guys are describing your selves. I'm not on some "bad path" that needs to be saved from, but I do feel like my life has changed very little in the past 3-5 years and that I've alienated myself away from friends that are on a similar plateau, and ones that have been much more productive.

In my head I dont despair and feel like the latter have left me behind, its just that I still need to get some shit together and thats okay, but it does bug me a bit to wonder if they think like theyre leaving me "behind", like you can track success like that, that they feel sorta the same way you do about your friends.

Well, you are an altered course. Altered doesn't necessarily mean "bad" or "behind", of course. I sometimes feel far behind the people I am truly friends with. The people I've been referring to are only associates, whom I encountered because I was saying hello and goodbye to the girl I knew when I was quite young, since I'm moving to Vancouver on Tuesday, which is appraently where you're from- awesome.

Anyway, most people I am close to, and respect, are finishing their degrees, or have already done that, and I dropped out of mine a couple years ago, and don't know if I'll even go back! I know they don't see me as being behind, simply because I've chosen a different path, and I'm sure you're people feel the same way...

[EVOLghost]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Mv0KsuyiSU&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fencyclopedia dramatica.com%2FMain_Page&feature=player_embedded



this the place?

[flophousefloozie]

I think it's inappropriate and inconsiderate to call mentally handicapped people "retards", but that is so cute....

They are hardcore. It sounds like a Minor Threat show, lol.

[wellcharge]

sounds like you went to the back alley or the kingshead lol

[flophousefloozie]

Worse! The "Rusty Cage".. Or, is that worse, I don't know?