[SpaceCadetHayden]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

not ego in the popular sense, but the idea that you have of what you are, is the ego. it's a mental construct that gets on the way of direct experience of some things (e.g. "i am a lazy hydra"). when it works well it's a handy tool but when it doesn't work it causes pain. people usually get fucked up to get rid of it, but it never leaves completely and then always comes back with the hangover/ comedown-- the coke trip is actually an ego trip vs. psychedelics that blur it. the jesus trip sort of lifts the burden in various degrees depending on theological variations but it depends on maintaining said ego ("individual soul").

mail me heroin

[Genteel Death]

Originally Posted by floatingslowly

You're the most bitterly boring netizen I've ever encountered.

So.edgy!!!______

Oh, I disagree with this Flotz. I find ^&%%^^ deeply pretentious but one of the smartest people who ever posted on here. His arrogance is very much part of his charm and this is coming from someone who has been downright mean to him in the past, and probably wouldn't have problem being again if the occasion arose. I love Hayden too, and the same applies. C'mon, being bitter on a forum is so often what keeps the machine going. On the other hand you had people like ni'k, who sadly thought his psychological profiles affected his victims more thatn they actually did.

[floatingslowly]

Originally Posted by Genteel Death

C'mon, being bitter on a forum is so often what keeps the machine going.

if you think that this is where you make me say that I was just spinning him up further, for kicks, and that deep down, I love mR simball guy with all my blackened heart, you're wrong.

I was being bitter!!!! Lol!

[Genteel Death]

Originally Posted by floatingslowly

if you think that this is where you make me say that I was just spinning him up further, for kicks, and that deep down, I love mR simball guy with all my blackened heart, you're wrong.

I was being bitter!!!! Lol!

Okey dokey. I stand corrected.

[SONIC GAIL]

Originally Posted by foreverasskiss

how do you buy a gun? do i need to have a clean record? this suicide shit sounds nice.

i've bought bullets, but never a gun.

should i call the cops before i blow my brains out or just leave the mess for everyone to see?

Your in GA there should b guns a plenty. Specially shotguns, rifles and very illegal ones.

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

mail me heroin

heroin makes you stupid and is a painkiller, not a cure. and why would you want to get constipated?

there are better ways to forget your personal drama. *i swear*

[SpaceCadetHayden]

Originally Posted by !@#$%!

heroin makes you stupid and is a painkiller, not a cure. and why would you want to get constipated?

there are better ways to forget your personal drama. *i swear*

unlikely

[!@#$%!]

Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

unlikely

if you're going to rely on chemicals, try maybe this:

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/0...n_1228052.html

ha ha ha ha

though if you read, it sez "with psychotherapy". so don't get into some fucked up helltrip.

but really, you're stuck in some bummed out state and need a brain laxative or something.

kill your ego, not yourself. it's a lot less painful.

[!@#$%!]

ps - i found this by googling "kill your ego" and i thought it was fucking cool and even a little funny

http://www.dearcoketalk.com/post/151...lling-your-ego

good night

[SpaceCadetHayden]

mushrooms are evil

[ann ashtray]

I seldom give a shit when I hear about people committing suicide. I mean, if that's the way one wants to go, have at it. Then I think about the fact that, on the surface, it seems selfish because of the hurt it causes friends and loved ones...but maybe they are the ones being selfish? Hard to tell.


Have fun.

[gmku]

Life is frustrating, no doubt about it. And discouraging. Or it can be. I'm most discouraged when I think I'm doing better (becoming a better person) only to realize I've taken one step forward and two steps back.

I guess all we can do is keep trying, knowing that everybody else goes through the same shit.

[RanaldoNecro]

Yup, so I am really in this camp right now. Life better get soon. Like really soon.

[gast30]

some say it's better when you are depressed that you go with that flow
that you were dark clothes, listen to depressive music
allowing your emotions to flow or flow out

anyway for everyone life is a learning experience of emotions and things
also understanding your self

so i think that the indiviual is reasponsible for his/her better feeling > better living

every individual is different

[gast30]

hope everyone who is not feeling good
feels better
you only live onces
do your best for body and mind
don't know what else i can say in big lines

[pokkeherrie]

I get sad and contemplate changing my facebook status... if I had a facebook account that is.

[EVOLghost]

Originally Posted by RanaldoNecro

Yup, so I am really in this camp right now. Life better get soon. Like really soon.

It better not be because of "valentines" day. 'cause then I'd to it myself.

[!@#$%!]

 

[gast30]

!@#$%! lol that's a good one

[SpaceCadetHayden]

i hate everything still just an update on my life