Calm me down - Page 2

knox · 11.08.2009, 04:58 PM

but what drugs? i have none.

ni'k · 11.08.2009, 04:59 PM

your brain is a drug

ni'k · 11.08.2009, 04:59 PM

you have to go sober.

dig it out with a fork

Genteel Death · 11.08.2009, 05:00 PM

a walk, some fresh air, and intensely staring at a tree for as long as it takes.

ni'k · 11.08.2009, 05:01 PM

welcome to amateur heidegger hour with sarram

Dead-Air · 11.08.2009, 05:02 PM

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Originally Posted by knox

that sucks.

as for getting a plane it is quite easy.

Perhaps. For somebody who lives in two places across the world, it would seem that way. Getting on a plane because you think somebody's face is pretty and you write nice things with them, I'm not so sure. I'd do it if I didn't have the child and a good job, but if she doesn't I'll understand.

Dead-Air · 11.08.2009, 05:04 PM

anyway, I didn't mean to hijack your pity me thread other than to point out that there's always somebody in a more pitiable position. I know there is compared to me. I have a fucking lot right now, and a major source of irritation just walked out the door, albeit with a few thing she should have left.

knox · 11.08.2009, 05:15 PM

barely any trees around me.

as for picking my brain with a fork, it reminds me i saw some brains being fried on tv and i got all nervous.

there is no better reason for getting on a plane that somebody's pretty face and nice words.

i love it when you talk to me about alma. verme is one of those people, he says things to me that for some reason make me think YEAH hes right. thats it.

verme (prevaricator) · 11.08.2009, 05:21 PM

ha. those were pessoa's words, not mine.

knox · 11.08.2009, 05:24 PM

i know, he's pretty amazing.
but you just like have this zen thing about you, i don't know.
imma let you buy me a beer.

Dead-Air · 11.08.2009, 05:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by knox

barely any trees around me.

as for picking my brain with a fork, it reminds me i saw some brains being fried on tv and i got all nervous.

there is no better reason for getting on a plane that somebody's pretty face and nice words.

Do you think you might write me a letter of reference?

knox · 11.08.2009, 05:40 PM

coming from me, it probably would do more harm than help but yes i'll sign as someone else.

Genteel Death · 11.08.2009, 05:41 PM

google a tree pic and stare at it, then.

knox · 11.08.2009, 05:44 PM

as if i haven't tried that. this does it for me:

Genteel Death · 11.08.2009, 05:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by knox

as if i haven't tried that. this does it for me:

did you try staring at a picture of myself? I could up one, if you like.

knox · 11.08.2009, 06:00 PM

yes please.
the little boy got boring now.

artsygrrl · 11.08.2009, 06:09 PM

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Originally Posted by knox

Blue lights. Picturing beautiful landscapes.
Anger, anxiety, insomnia, hands shaking.
wanting to strangle people.
taking deep breaths.
don't suggest drugs - i need something now.
help me not be a crazy bitch.
thank you.

This is just too weird. I was thinking about how you seem so tightly wound, even moreso than me. I was thinking about how you are probably a really nice person under all that severe bitch persona. And now you write this. If I could do something for you to make it all go away I would. I really, really would.

Genteel Death · 11.08.2009, 06:10 PM

ok, i will. Not now, though, as i am off to bed. In the meantime, chillax and sweet dreams.

pbradley · 11.08.2009, 06:32 PM

Could lolcats help?

knox · 11.08.2009, 06:33 PM

it makes me miss mine.

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knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	but what drugs? i have none. __________________
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ni'k invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 3,360	your brain is a drug
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ni'k invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 3,360	you have to go sober. dig it out with a fork
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Genteel Death invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 8,744	a walk, some fresh air, and intensely staring at a tree for as long as it takes.
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ni'k invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2006 Posts: 3,360	welcome to amateur heidegger hour with sarram
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11.08.2009, 05:04 PM	#27
Dead-Air invito al cielo Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: Portland OR Posts: 4,300	anyway, I didn't mean to hijack your pity me thread other than to point out that there's always somebody in a more pitiable position. I know there is compared to me. I have a fucking lot right now, and a major source of irritation just walked out the door, albeit with a few thing she should have left. __________________ FuckBook; My Band; My Radio Show; My Flickr Page; Science Fiction Message Board
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11.08.2009, 05:15 PM	#28
knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	barely any trees around me. as for picking my brain with a fork, it reminds me i saw some brains being fried on tv and i got all nervous. there is no better reason for getting on a plane that somebody's pretty face and nice words. i love it when you talk to me about alma. verme is one of those people, he says things to me that for some reason make me think YEAH hes right. thats it. __________________
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11.08.2009, 05:21 PM	#29
verme (prevaricator) 100% Join Date: May 2009 Posts: 746	ha. those were pessoa's words, not mine.
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knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	i know, he's pretty amazing. but you just like have this zen thing about you, i don't know. imma let you buy me a beer. __________________
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knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	coming from me, it probably would do more harm than help but yes i'll sign as someone else. __________________
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11.08.2009, 05:41 PM	#33
Genteel Death invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 8,744	google a tree pic and stare at it, then.
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knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	as if i haven't tried that. this does it for me: __________________
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knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	yes please. the little boy got boring now. __________________
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11.08.2009, 06:10 PM	#38
Genteel Death invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 8,744	ok, i will. Not now, though, as i am off to bed. In the meantime, chillax and sweet dreams.
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pbradley invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: SoKo Posts: 10,621	Could lolcats help?
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11.08.2009, 06:33 PM	#40
knox invito al cielo Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 5,255	it makes me miss mine. __________________
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