[This Is Not Here]

Might go tomorrow even before i see DJ Gary Numan at Club Noir [eurgh! - why did I agree to that.]

[MellySingsDoom]

Originally Posted by Cantankerous

i want to do speed and acid at the same time

A total Grace Slick vibe there, me mate:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xhYk9PEmXA

[gmku]

I'd like to try yogurt and salsa together.

[MellySingsDoom]

Making a Yalsa? Or a Soghurt? "Try new gmku's Hot Mexican Yalsa - the flavour from South of the Border!"

[Cantankerous]

no one came over last night cuz i ended up just passing out at like 5:30 or 6.30 or some shit and i didn't wake up until 11:30 in the morning

which means i was asleep for...

17 hours? 18 hours?

Originally Posted by demonrail666

 

sheepfucker.

[MellySingsDoom]

Wow - that what I do call a power nap! You feeling alright for it? I imagine that you'd want to wait a bit before amphetaminging it up again. I take it you'll be chillin' with a few joints today...

[Cantankerous]

i'm fine right now

truth be told i kind of don't like smoking joints...piece/bong any day of the week

but i chill with a few joints/bowls/bong loads/etc every day. so yeah.

[MellySingsDoom]

Bong out, man.

I forgot about this one - I once consumed so many mushrooms that I spent an entire DAY tripping - that was well fun. I remember trying to buy spices at a local supermarket, and getting so into looking at the colours of the spices - didn't move for 15 minutes, and needless to say everyone who saw me thought "Loony tune!" and avoided me, heh heh heh.

[Cantankerous]

i have two or three tabs of acid that i bought like six months ago that i still haven't done

i don't think i've ever dropped acid in new york before, that should be interesting but i'll save it for night time when there isn't so many people walking around.

[MellySingsDoom]

Can you walk in Centrak Park at night? (I mean, the parks aren't closed off at night like they are in Central London, like Hyde Park). Tripping whilst walking around a big park at night would be both spooky and awesome.

[boy_howdy]

i had a pretty nasty coke habit this time last year. i did it for the last time a couple months ago and had a horrible comedown/all-out-brawl with my boyfriend and decided that was that. i smoke weed occasionally, i would probably smoke more if i lived in a town where i knew people to buy it from (i just moved out of state) and i drink sometimes but i shouldn't because a) i am taking anti-depressants and b) i am allergic to alcohol

cigarettes and the occasional hydrocodone or vicodin are my main vices now.

[gmku]

Originally Posted by MellySingsDoom

Can you walk in Centrak Park at night? (I mean, the parks aren't closed off at night like they are in Central London, like Hyde Park). Tripping whilst walking around a big park at night would be both spooky and awesome.

Sounds only spooky to me. Walking at night through Central Park STRAIGHT would be weird enough.

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by MellySingsDoom

Can you walk in Centrak Park at night? (I mean, the parks aren't closed off at night like they are in Central London, like Hyde Park). Tripping whilst walking around a big park at night would be both spooky and awesome.

yeah, you can but you're not supposed to
i've tripped and walked through a foresty area at night by where i used to live (not in new york)
it is equally spooky and awesome

[MellySingsDoom]

gmku - tell ya what, when I (finally) drag my South London arse to NYC, I'll walk through Central Park at night whilst eating your patented Yalsa recipe. The Yalsa would supply all the awesomeness right there.

[shentov]

hey there!
druggie talk.

fun that!

[batreleaser]

i was addicted to oxycontin and heroin for about 2 years. been clean for a year in a week. i originally went stone sober for 8 months, no drinking, no grass, nothing. in that time i got my life back on track. slowly but surely i felt comfortorable having a drink again, and weed is actually coming back to me, but i might get a prescription for it for anxiety (i got anxiety major, but i hate benzodiazipines, weed is the only thing that workls for me). bottom line, i shouldnt be doing anything, but im doing really good now, i feel content. anyone who needs to quit something, know this: it SUCKS getting clean. you most likely have fucked up the relationships with your straight friends, and your dope buds will drop you because you cant party anymore. you will feel extremly akward, and the months that follow the initial sickness are waaaaay worse than the physical symptoms. diraehha and a fever and nausea are not nearly as bad as neverending boredom, depression, anxiety, and a feeling of empitiness thats extremly hard to shake. but, it goes away, and eventually the friends will come back, the ones that matter anyways, and you will feel amazing. so, yheah, im a drug addict, but, you gotta deal with it, right?

[MellySingsDoom]

batreleaser - your story is both harrowing and heartening. Even in spite of your relapse, you've come through it all clean and (most importantly) happy again. Keep it up, my man, you deserve it and you're too nice a geezer to fall into the world of addiction again.

[shentov]

Originally Posted by batreleaser

i was addicted to oxycontin and heroin for about 2 years. been clean for a year in a week. i originally went stone sober for 8 months, no drinking, no grass, nothing. in that time i got my life back on track. slowly but surely i felt comfortorable having a drink again, and weed is actually coming back to me, but i might get a prescription for it for anxiety (i got anxiety major, but i hate benzodiazipines, weed is the only thing that workls for me). bottom line, i shouldnt be doing anything, but im doing really good now, i feel content. anyone who needs to quit something, know this: it SUCKS getting clean. you most likely have fucked up the relationships with your straight friends, and your dope buds will drop you because you cant party anymore. you will feel extremly akward, and the months that follow the initial sickness are waaaaay worse than the physical symptoms. diraehha and a fever and nausea are not nearly as bad as neverending boredom, depression, anxiety, and a feeling of empitiness thats extremly hard to shake. but, it goes away, and eventually the friends will come back, the ones that matter anyways, and you will feel amazing. so, yheah, im a drug addict, but, you gotta deal with it, right?

i hear you on that one, i'm quite afraid from what i know about the time after...
how did you resist the urge to fix just once to get rid of the "neverending boredom, depression, anxiety, and a feeling of empitiness thats extremly hard to shake"...
'cause if I couldn't resist... this might destroy what I've built until that frightening moment...
that thoughts in my head now, and I've only been off heroin for a month. not entirely off opiates, just off heroin, and depression killing me even now; I don't even imagine what I should expect after finally nullify (sp?) my MST dose.
I've also bee addicted for two years (shooting heroin, no oxys available in Eastern EU, though i'd like to snort one of those fuckers for 'knowledge purposes only' if you get the picture...).
were you and IVer, or a snort/smoke addict?

[Cantankerous]

Originally Posted by batreleaser

i was addicted to oxycontin and heroin for about 2 years. been clean for a year in a week. i originally went stone sober for 8 months, no drinking, no grass, nothing. in that time i got my life back on track. slowly but surely i felt comfortorable having a drink again, and weed is actually coming back to me, but i might get a prescription for it for anxiety (i got anxiety major, but i hate benzodiazipines, weed is the only thing that workls for me). bottom line, i shouldnt be doing anything, but im doing really good now, i feel content. anyone who needs to quit something, know this: it SUCKS getting clean. you most likely have fucked up the relationships with your straight friends, and your dope buds will drop you because you cant party anymore. you will feel extremly akward, and the months that follow the initial sickness are waaaaay worse than the physical symptoms. diraehha and a fever and nausea are not nearly as bad as neverending boredom, depression, anxiety, and a feeling of empitiness thats extremly hard to shake. but, it goes away, and eventually the friends will come back, the ones that matter anyways, and you will feel amazing. so, yheah, im a drug addict, but, you gotta deal with it, right?

i completely understand this. because that's how it is right now, because i quit doing smack something like two and a half months ago.

it's like reality came and snuck up on me and beat the shit out of me because i don't have my cushion/insulation anymore.

and the only reason i quit was because i had to go overseas.

[Alex's Trip]

How does that quasimoto song go?

"Weeds weeds weeds is what we always needs?"

No drug problem, this post/incident/"problem" belongs in the Marijuana Bing thread...