11.03.2020, 04:56 AM | #281 |
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It went well. I'm drifting in and out of sleep, listening to the first Neu album.
I'm in a fuck ton of pain.
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11.03.2020, 05:04 AM | #282 |
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I'm so happy for you, yay! In similar news: shaved most of my body, took a bath and took some nudes, and feeling fairly good about myself. Last day of high school tomorrow, so I'll wear a skirt so I can say I at least had the experience.
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11.03.2020, 05:52 AM | #283 | |
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11.03.2020, 07:26 AM | #284 | |
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11.03.2020, 07:45 AM | #285 |
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I'm doing great!
Can be home in Slovakia again for indefinite time and work remotely. And another thing - almost our whole country has been tested last weekend. 3,8 mil of out 5 mil people got flat out tested during 2 days. Around 1% sickness rate has been revealed. I'm kind of proud of my people that they came and got tested.
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11.03.2020, 07:46 AM | #286 | |
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11.03.2020, 10:37 PM | #287 | |
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11.04.2020, 12:17 AM | #288 |
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Last day of high school today, so I had plenty of fun getting signatures on my shirt, taking it all in, enjoying being with friends for the last time. And wearing a skirt!
And then came home to my new LP of A Thousand Leaves, signed by the big T.
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11.04.2020, 10:54 AM | #289 | |
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11.04.2020, 12:57 PM | #290 |
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Really painful right now! It's a years long journey of hormone therapy, name change, and other steps to help with the dysphoria. This is just another aspect. Body wise I am much happier. I still have a lot of dysphoria about my voice but I'm practicing.
I'm not going to be able to walk for a while and it's going to be 12 weeks before I can have sex! Congrats on graduation claire!
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11.17.2020, 01:57 PM | #291 |
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Getting really close to finishing the writing process of that mini-novel I started back in September. I almost can't believe it.
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11.19.2020, 07:02 AM | #292 |
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- Homeoffice
- Staying in Slovakia but receiving Swiss money - Being close to my wife and kid - And, weirdly enough ... I like this 'new normal' (social distancing, face masks, much quieter streets)
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11.29.2020, 10:04 AM | #293 |
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The warmth of my my pets as we lay in bed.
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11.29.2020, 10:40 PM | #294 |
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Spent over a thousand dollars today, mostly on a new phone but also on a bunch of fem outfits.
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12.24.2020, 02:08 AM | #295 |
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For what it's worth, I just spent the whole night editing a pre-recorded video I'll be streaming today and got to spin a tight set. There were moments when this felt like back when I was spinning for a physical audience. It was my first glimpse of normalcy in a while. If anything, I proved to myself that hidden somewhere deep below layers of anger, sadness and utter resignation towards the creativity-killing bottomless pit that is this year, I still have a bit of lust for that sort of life. There may not have been an audience present, but I knew this will go out for people to see and that invigorated me.
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12.24.2020, 08:15 AM | #296 |
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Live streaming is more fun than pre recorded.
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12.24.2020, 08:45 PM | #298 | |
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Bum fights.
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