[h8kurdt]

Originally Posted by Trasher02

I started when I was about 12 years old and some of my first fantasies was (and don't laugh) Meryl from Metal gear solid.

BWAHAHA! Now that one is funny.

[golden child]

i had fantasies long before masturbation, but i wouldnt consider then sexual per se because i didnt truly know how sex worked so therefore couldnt properly fantasize. mostly just admired beauty. my neighbor who was one year my senior told me if you went up and down with your belly button that white stuff would come out (i kid you not) i was maybe 6th grade? yeah 6th grade. i tried that night, and low and behold there came the white stuff. no just kidding, obviously it didnt work so i went and told him he was full of shit. he told me it was the penis and that he never said belly button (i swear he said that in the first place though). it didnt really work, i got very little pleasure from it and obviously didnt have good technique. i matured at a later age then most so i wasnt cumming or anything either. i still tried it every once and awhile, was pretty stoked when a little bit of that clear stuff that comes out before you cum (whats the called? is it just semen without sperm?). quickly degenerated into the filthy scum bag that i am now. fantasies include bondage, specifially being jim carrey in the mask when he is put in the bag and taken to jail, and like duct taped to the wall or some shit, wishing there was some girl next to me taped to the wall. i briefly collected some pictures from magazines and prints from the internet of girls in bikinis. my dad found them and took them, this was premasturbation like 4th grade maybe. i just liked looking at them, and didnt get a boner or turned or anything. i had boners since i was like in kindergarden, just thought it meant you had to go pee or something (because thats usually when they happened...). looked at porn pretty early, but again it was only a curiosity. parents werent home, and the fact that it was forbidden (my parents never told me not to, its just implied... you know, nakedness=bad) was atractive to me and it was fascinating the whole new world, admiring the beauty. in 1st grade i had a dream i was making out with some classmate, one of the few dreams i acually remember. i remember after i was done with elementry school i had a dream that me and two girls went into the gym at the school and i fucked them and it was some how revenge. like fuck this school im never coming back type thing (i mooned the school in the same attitude and got in trouble...). thats really all i can think of...

[k-krack]

I remember really distinctly watching some Zorro movie at a really young age with my friend, and talking about how "When I see people kissing, my penis gets hard!" I can remember the exact moment I said this, looking at Catherine Zeta-Jones and fuckin' Zorro kissing...
After a few years, I realized the wonder that is jerkin' it. Cumming is a wonderful thing...