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how do you find it when you need it?
my usual coping skills have left me.
I am in a state of high-flux, with the inability to even begin to think about where I am going to take myself, until time has passed.
I leave for australia to meet the one I love in less than three weeks. my only activities are working out, art and milking time from old job as I can (the ability to do even that is becoming and less and less as time goes by).
I am in a "strange" city (old/new) with no friends, I do not get high and I am trying not to spend money.
silly worries haunt me like never before. maybe they aren't so silly, but worry doesn't serve me right now, and I need to become more calm, focused and, well, happy.
what should I do? or rather, what would you do?
I can't promise to take yr advice, but there's a few clever people around here, so I figured that it couldn't hurt.
ps: the first person to post a Guns 'n Roses video will get neg-repped by every user-name I possess. thanks.
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