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Originally Posted by swa(y)
moms are the best.
im a momma's boy, for sure. there really is some strange internal connection...like, if i hurt she knows it, even though shes hundreds of miles away. she knows cause she'll hurt too. and if im happy...she is. such a strange thing.
one of my biggest fears is having to (maybe) one day deal w/ the death of my mother. ill go fuckin' crazy.
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My momma died when I was 18. It sucked ass. Ovarian cancer. I'm convinced I will die of the same disease. She died when she was 42 so I have 11 years left. The worst part of it was watching her die. Knowing that it was coming to take her any minute and waiting. She was in terrible pain so when she died it was kind of a relief which brought me terrible guilt over the years. Anyway..it sucks.