[pop punk will eat itself]

After telling the girl i was in love with how i felt about her, she seemed genuinely interested in me and flattered that i felt that way. We talked about going to the movies or something, but a week passed without any contact from her. When i finally heard from her after a week, she told me that the going out thing wasnt such a good idea, maybe some other time. that right now shes thinks the male species is full of shit, and if it were an option for her, she would choose homosexuality over having anything to do with the opposite sex. I immediately cried and a couple of months later almost killed myself. I'm pretty much over it now -- its been a year -- but it took a lot of alcohol and several random hookups. Ugh, damn 2007 to hell.

i found out a few days after the incident that she wasnt over her last relationship when i approached her. so i do think she had some interest in me, it just wasnt the right time.