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I did something I didn't expect to do today. I went and applied for a night job. I've worked two jobs before, but it's been at least ten years since I did so.
Towards the end of every year, the business doesn't do well and it's touch and go. To compound my troubles, sales this whole year haven't been all that great. Things are looking particularly grim at this moment.
So the worry and stress has been leading me to look for escapes from reality even moreso than usual, but I'm slowly coming to the sobering realization that it may be finally "time to grow up." And that sort of scares the shit out of me.
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