So i find out today that a friend of mine i use to go to school with and sit around with at school, is in hospital with cancer
I go to a party tonight and kiss a girl for the first time in 5 years but did a terrible job
Earlier that night at the party i am told that my friend actually passed away on tuesday

He was 18, and an amazing artist and a real good bass player. He was a big guy, not fat, just big, and very quiet and very friendly. So fucked up.