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in a rut.
writing helps. even though i hate most of what i do.
i know i can do better. make films that'd actually be worth watching. i just question whether or not i have the will to put enough effort into something to make it good.
i feel as if i don't like doing anything, and i don't necessarily like anyone. i hate feeling like this. i just don't know exactly where i belong
i'm starting to stop caring about school, work, everything. and as a result of that get even more depressed.
writing helps. pretending i can make a worthwhile short film up to my own standards within 10 days helps too. but i know i'm only heading towards more disappointment.
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