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Originally Posted by nicfit
I'm really shy with girls I don't know and that I find interesting, unless they're the kind of girl who'd drink from your biodegradable papercup full of red wine instead of beer because you explicitly asked for that cup when in line for a drink at a festival instead of using the plastic glasses.
I'm pretty good with people I kinda like.
I'm not that good with people I find uninteresting on every level.
Selfish twat.
But sometimes I find myself IN NEED of being alone, even at awkward moments like at parties or when I'm out drinking something with friends, then I become nervous and go home usually.
and they think I'm an asshole and girls text me asking if I'm allright etc, and I don't reply coz I don't want to have "social interactions" in those moments and they get worried bu then they understand.
And so on.
So, yes and no, I'd rather be the dj than dancing with others on the dancefloor. But djs can make people happy too.
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this is like i heard myself talking.
i think we're alike in this territory, only with the difference that i have these "phases" of year or life or whatever ... i don't know how they work or how i can predict them but sometimes i feel quite at ease around people and even can sense myself being charming to people, but other times i just feel awkward or even stupid around people and tend to loathe them.
the capricorn's fate, perhaps.