what I want to hear
 

I want to listen to a recording of the founder of RapidShare being thrown down a fire escape. I would enjoy that.

That's fine, a founder escape for all.

I am tired of feeling like I have to be one extreme or another (defined in extremes by my own experience)

I cant put up with everyone elses shit anymore. I cant take care of my shit anymore.

I fell in love, this fabled truly real crazy love, for the first time, only for it to be strictly banned as soon as it erupted. Thank you. Thanks. That is SO AWESOME and apart of the wonderousness of the journey of life and love. THANK YOU. Love shouldnt be so easy, should it? Oh so GREAT that it SUCKS SO FUCKING MUCH.

I really wish I had learned how to play guitar better. I was never good at expressing myself, despite the obvious temperamental mentality of flailing and drawing all tendons to a knotted core.

Fuck, I hate how life is, when you feel its presence most.