heroin/death chic is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my very favorite fashion trend ever! (no lie)

I suffer severekly, and have since age 16, from a condition which works on my brain to coerce me into finding junkie druggie women aesthetically arousing. ha!

for real though.

I like my womens to look a little bit the worse for wear.

makes for better conversation ussually. the clean ones are boring.

i like looking more unkempt and not brushing my hair and stuff. i don't clean up very well anyway.
i can't get rid of the heroin chic thing though. cheekbones.

you know, i read it like "closet" friends.

like he only goes out with them in secret, have the people who know them learn he is a sisters of mercy fan or something.

closet goths.


...it happens.

i'm a little goth like when people are a little gay.

i have goth tendencies.

not mallgoth though. no pinstripes or giant metal rings and straps on my pants over here.

i meant like, if i'm at home, i might be rocking out to alien sex fiend or if i go out and they play a bauhaus or christian death song, i'm going to get excited; but it's not like i wear leather gloves or own black lipstick.

well yeah i wouldn't expect that.

or start listening to evanescence.

Same.

People have been telling me that I look ill since the day I was born. Junkies even think I'm a junkie.

everyone thinks i'm a junkie, it's so ridiculous
i can't help being skinny and pale. everyone knows i can't tan.

ha ha. you look very riot grrrl in that one.

you remindes me of someone, on this one. when i find out I'll tell you :p

balls!


well wait

like how?

how does one look riot girl?

That's emmanuelle beart, but you'd need to be a bit drunk :D

no no, I guess he meant some polish girl from Czenstochowa or Katowice. Or Tczew.

kinda sorta?

look, same hair almost:



(i hope this appears. it's a huge picture).

naw

mine's real long and i have bangs, not a weird sideswept sixties thing.

she's cute though.

that's toby vail.

anyway riot grrrrl, how is your music? you making more now that you're back in american soil? and what about your wabbits?

um it's on myspace
i haven't really been writing anything, it's a very slow process so i've just been knocking around

my wabbit is nibbling on some food in his cage