I think I'm depressed?

Teenage girls "love" can fluctuate rapidly so don't worry about it too much

yeah, i hope. he reads her texts, limits when she can work and stuff.

ew! major creepo alert

wtf

i know. fucking sickens me. i texted her a few times saying hey, cathy gave me your number, if you ever need to talk about stuff i'm here type of stuff and i got a "i'll talk to you later." ugh.

you need to contact el comando feminista de la florida ASAP



(that's a photo of an israeli soldier but you get the idea)

shit, i'll take up arms against douchebags.

sounds more like an abusive psycho than a mere douche

those relationships *never* end well

then again maybe that's all she knows

beware of interfering in a boy and girl fight as william burroughs warned against

they might both turn against you

yeah, its her first serious boyfriend. I've only met her once but I mean her cousin and I are tight. sigh.

I have this essay for a contest I should get to

I spent Monday in AUSTIN TX with a delegation from the University of Houston (300 strong) where we met with state senators and representatives as advocates for the University. awesome politics.

Here is me and my team with one of the representatives we met with to discuss higher education funding and such.

oh, that's awesome! did you get a lot done?

tons. quite a day. we had over 200 students, staff, faculty, and alumni, as well as the Board of Regents, the President of UH, etc.

oh, badass! yay for band geeks. man. i miss marching band sometimes.

Are you alright? Sorry I haven't been to any of your gigs as of late. I can be quite a recluse from time to time. It's about time I attend one again.

things are a bit rough lately. thanks for asking!


we play the rhiz next wednesday. we have a new drummer who never played drums before. it will be horrible. you should come!

that's my life dream right there

i really hope i get this job tomorrow

I've decided to call that little voice in my head that keeps telling me what fuckup I am "The accuser". He's having a ball right now.

Rough patch, I see. Here's to hoping it will blow over soon. Maybe we should have a beer for better times' sake. Think I'll be there. I have a lecture First thing in the morning but that shouldn't be a problem.

we need to donate or send Plips a vape and a year's supply of nicotine

withdrawal of any kind sucks :[ if i had a cig i'd send it your way

i got a job

Congrats. . So you buyin me a brew tonight?

YEAH!!!!!

I quit smoking :/

that shit is too expensive...and just in case I want to live until I'm 80 or something.

Congrats, you'll thank yourself later when your full nonsmoker health comes back and you feel the difference.. myself, i haven't smoked in 8 years now BUT i still stay cautious, with smoking you never know, years later you can find yourself smoking again. So i don't consider myself really a nonsmoker so much as that i am not smoking

i'm buyin' a six pack of old rasputin when i'm done here volunteering, i'd gladly share.

thanks !@#

i bum smokes time to time and feel guilty

naked man climbs out of Buckingham Palace

(NSFW) :)

damn

emotions suck

NIGHT BLOCKS OUT THE HEAVENS

LIKE A BIG BLACK SHINY BuuuuuuuuG.


gimme dat ol time religion.

gimme dat harp boi

hot coffee from uh krimpt up can

limbo spam

three little children with doves on thier shoulders


for they have to tell their children back in WW111

ol fart

i havent touched an opiate in sixty days

Thats why the Fathers of the Church discovered they aren't real, but manipulations of the mind. They feel very real, but there is something existentially and integrally part of the inner self that is beyond our emotions, they called this the heart or soul. The heart is the real self, the mind is simply another organ the heart uses to translate the real self through the biological self. Emotions are the currency of the mind and have their proper function but are not to be trusted as like any organ from time to time the mind doesn't quite work properly. This is why its important to be in connection with one's real self to be able to surf the emotional waves rather than be overwhelmed by them.

hell yeah. emotionally kicking heroin has been harder than the physical aspect. done that 100 times. kicking the mental part where i associate happiness with being high on 5-6 bags? hard as fuck.

peace bro, always here to talk

That is because endorphins have powerful connections with the brain (eg emotions).. props yo, stay clean you'll enjoy it, Lord know most us here have been there

yeah, been replacing dope with exercise/live music. much better. i don't even miss it.

schizo... damn! i had no idea! so good to hear you've returned from the dead.

plips - your smoking habit is not like other people's. so don't beat yourself up for it so much. i hope you look into the nicotine patch/ lozenges/ gum

http://www.medpagetoday.com/MeetingCoverage/APA/14261
http://www.schizophrenia.com/prevention/nicotine.html
http://dana.org/News/Details.aspx?id=43220

don't compare yourself to others. I didn't do THAT much dope compared to some of my friends but I still lost everything multiple times. we are all different.

thanks !@# :)

Anyone else think Jihadi John is a goofy terrorist name?