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Since I'm getting inquisitive about seeing myself in a picture, I took another one today.
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hey d.sound just checking in to offer my utmost congrats and happiness in you finding yourself. that you've made it to where you're at is a testament to your strength, and you should be so proud of that. I've had a number of friends who have transitioned and while it was arduous for them of course, seeing them reach this stage that you've reached is always such a beautiful, humbling thing. it's so difficult to comprehend how one can be made to go through life with this sense of corporeal detachment that you've been made to feel, especially when we attach so much of ourselves to the physical, so I'm sure that to finally be able to have some control over yourself must be one of the most beautiful sensations possible, for which I have so much respect.
it's really beautiful to see that on a board that's devolved into a bit of a cesspit of late that moments of real light can continue to come through, and of course all the best for the future! |
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this part of the board has ALWAYS been a giant cesspit... :p , but very well said. yeah... |
Thanks again. It's very weird seeing myself. I also evaluated my naked body for the first time. You mentioned the corporeal. Nail on the head. I felt like a disembodied, floating head having never looked at my body before.
I'm sure gender dysphoria has to seem as perplexing as i did with other people who were ok or liked their bodies. There is no way of knowing exactly what it feels like unless you experience it. |
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Thank you so much for introducing yourself. I feel like I've missed out on some great people suddenly appearing on this forum. You definitely are one of them. |
Oh and you look fantastic!
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I actually first joined the board in 99 or 2000! I was just absent for a while.
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I hope I don't start spamming this thread. I like the way my face looks here.
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^^ those lil digihearts are truly adorable. |
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Live your best life! You have more courage than most. |
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Cuuuuuuuuute.
"brave" is kind of weird to hear. I get that it's meant to be supportive, but living in the closet requires bravery in a different sense. It's a challenge to bury yourself. I was far more self conscious in public about my appearance before. I felt ugly. I hated my clothes. When people looked at me I felt like they saw what I saw. Something gross. Disheveled. Even though now people may find me weird looking, I prefer the way I look. People are going to look at me anyway. At least now I'm presenting something that I'd rather be, instead of a troll. |
Aww...
I'm fairly close to the aesthetic I want - I have a stripy shirt that would've worked better, and I just need to buy some of those cliche sneakers (you know the type). Then there's hair and face, which is hard to change. But hopefully! |
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I agree, never meant to say otherwise. I support and praise anyone who is willing to be who they want to be (as long as it does not involve hurting someone else!) Like Gibby Haynes said, "It is better to regret something you have done, than to regret something you haven't done" |
y'all are cute as heck! <3
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That is a great quote.
I actually thought of a striped shirt when I saw that claire. I'M IN YOUR MIND. *Coutseys fancifuly |
![]() Just a little photo of me n my friend in Japan. We call this one “Chun Ni***s Only” |
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![]() Practicing eyeliner ahead of a dance next week. The small titty goth gf has logged on |
![]() Daisuke back in town! We had a much better time last night as he didn’t get there an hour before close. Good times and good games. We also gave him a shot of Chicago’s Malort. Even though he didn’t like it, he was polite. Said it was interesting...I think he loves the US now. |
age 456 months, birthday date
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^^happy birthday!
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As part of therapy I have to forge an identity and learn to see myself.
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In case I die for COVID here i am for the posterity: ![]() |
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al menos de eso hoy... a lo mejor de aquí a 70 años puede ser |
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Espero no durar 70 años, ni una cosa ni la otra ;) |
Friday night, hunkered down. No parties to go to or to host. Hair's getting a bit too long now, so I thought fuck it, I'll go for a crow's nest again. The eyeliner pretty much applied itself soon after and ominous red lighting just materialized around me. It happens.
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17 months without a haircut does this to a girl:
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Yeah, I've been practising throughout the last few years. Sometimes it works, sometimes my hair just has a head of its own and just won't cooperate. I used to wear the hat a lot back when I had absolutely no clue what to do with that stuff up on my gulliver. And it's still a handy go-to hack when I'm kind of lazy about the hair situation. But if I have the time and am in the right piece of mind, I'll go for the nest. |
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bring back the hat if you start going bald :D |
Speaking of bald - check out my teleconference swag
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Oh to have shares in Teams right now
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— and slavo looks like a tough guy in that photo. like he’s about to execute someone :D |
I was gonna execute the client I was about to have the call with.
And the ignorant teammates. And my boss. |
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cover the left and look at the right half of your face in the picture (camera right) that says it all |
maybe soon i will appear in here... who knows :D
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no need to announce in advance.
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