Which is why I smoke. At least I know how I'm likely to go.

remember when you could order COD in america?

So I'm not but meat for the time being. Thank god. I would've been dead by the end of the week. That shit is too delicate fr me now. I know produce...not meat. I know I can sell that shit, but buying it is too scary. Like suchfriends said....it's extremely profitable...but the prices are nothing to fuck with.

Fuck I had too much time on my hands at work today. I guess I earned it by being so caught up, but its like kharma, I smell a pile up coming..


I'm not sure if something wasn't lost in translation here ;)

cool article about opium related collectibles, and opium
http://www.collectorsweekly.com/arti...um-underworld/

http://associationsnow.com/2013/10/r...024%2BThursday Tatooed Librarians./

that's heavy.

So there's this lot we bought across the street(to park our trucks) from some like mechanics or something. The owner has a daughter...who like works on trucks and also like construction work or something. She was over yesterday drillin' n shit. Holy fuck. This woman is gorgeous(like supermodel gorgeous) AND SHE WORKS ON TRUCKS N SHIT.

marry her immediately.

argh
wish i could go one hour back.
*ruining this -a random, first ever portrait i ever done with acrylics or generally dont recall, 2 plus? yrs ago.
here before i touch it today.
argh

 

also considering this far better than the ones i did this year.
again argh.



---sent my father francis like above and francis as it is now and he said i have to do exercises on my confidence.
(i know)

I want to get shitfaced tonight but I really need to be at the produce market tomorrow morning.

oh, look at him, all growed up now! anyway-- good man. fuckin a right.

hey, since you like japanee culture, lemme suggest a documentary i think you'll like-- jiro dreams of sushi.

you'll know why when you watch it!

ps- it was on instant watch on netflix last i checked so you could watch it before your early bedtime.

Hay que chingarle.


And thanks for the suggestion...lets see how many times I have to watch this because I tend to fall asleep on the couch and my bed almost immediately.

or even better, the post-apocalyptic comic book, featuring Jiro, written by Anthony Bourdain.

Standing right in front of takako. Right after she signed my lp!

who


dat


?

Dis woman.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57LboHngkn4

fucking hilarious. That the police state has become a running joke is EXACTLY what the police-state wants you to think, that is merely just funny and not in any way threatening. Sighs..

Remember the reason for Halloween

I always liked this guy's acting...

Eliot claims that Nicholson was outdone only by one other: Harry Dean Stanton. "On weekends, Harry Dean liked to throw sex parties that started on Friday night and ended sometime Monday morning," Eliot writes

Down another 5 pounds!

Currently weigh 145 now.

I have not weighed 145 since 8th grade.

I see in Mendocino County they have to use more industrial types of grinders for their greens when preparing a spliff..

what a waste...

Yeah....hehe. So....the nurse had a bit of a hard time getting the needle in my vein at first, and I always have to try hard not to laugh when getting needles in my veins(it feels weird). ANyways....she was poking around in there and a sudden burst of laughter came out. BUt yeah....after a while blood stopped flowing....and I get lighthead and almost passed out....I guess I probably should've ate something....

Same here!

EVOL - you should go get an ice-cream shake......that will help put on a few pounds!

Maybe I will get an Oberweis shake after work tomorrow....

A better kind of "after work" shake ;)

I bought myself a Kindle Fire HD the other day. I'm very impressed with it. No more fighting to get on the net using an aged computer in the library anymore. It's Wi-Fi only so I'm restricted to places that offer free Wi-Fi, like pubs. Not that it's an issue. I happen to like pubs. All that lovely booze on offer. Cheers.

the new sr-72 flies at mach 6 and IT'S A FUCKING BEAST

hmmmmmmmm
have quit the little pot i was doing..havent done any over..dunno 6 months..
however, i have some here -never done at home alone btw- to try once and paint while at it..hmmmmmmmmmm been skipping to try this out...hmmmmmm fullstop.

ha ha ha. have fun.

i can't work and smoke. my ADHD kicks hard under the influence--i'll have a hard time concentrating on anything for more than 60 seconds when i'm stoned, rather than the sober 10 minutes-- but ideas are another story-- i'll cover the house in post-it notes with ideas for things to do.

hehe skipped the 'experiment' again; would end up eating more than i usually do.

i want(ed) to try it, not for ideas - but to see if i would be more free in my strokes, ways and whatnot. lol

there was some taoist painter 3000 years ago or whatever who would do his calligraphy in various different states of intoxication and totally put it out there. he was supposedly both a great painter and a great taoist. ha!

i can't remember where i read that. i can almost see the page in my head but not sure if it's memory or imagination.

yeah! that a great dreamy and frustrating feeling at the same time!
let it last!

master something something the heights of drunkenness the excess of tea etc etc.

i can't remember the language, but basically he converted wine, tea and who knows what else into paintings.

it's like that hungarian traveling mathematician (paul erdos) who said the brain was a machine to turn coffee into math problems.

me i'm a scribbler. i scribble. constantly. gives me a slight high all of its own. a dopamine release. it cuts through the chaos of my busy head. if i don't write, the inside of my head is like rush hour in the metro or a traffic jam where everyone is stuck for hours.

repped.

i brainwash myself and i waste time with brainwashing.
im tired of my head working and i m resting it with the most unproductive ways.



im in love= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l1Z-sUdx3A
aka..maaaan.... i need to start going out again.