these people drive me insaine
i was forgotten about it

i was in a suicidal drive by this madness
i still can't believe it

when i was sayinng to people

NOT TO COMMIT SUICIDE


if this goes on

then i can't go to work

simple

then i have to quit work

do other work

online work from my home
or something
to pay rent and have food

heavy drugs addicts, those people

i'm not like that

i don't even use medication
smoke some sigarets and some weed

and that is it

for the rest live a healthy life

people don't have to be confused

this is my reality of my life

now i stopped the weed
because it was all to much for me

never been heavy addict or heavy drugs user
no matter what people think

i know what i'm not
not gonna tell lies

see ya people.

out for a walk, now I'm back.
Big day in nicfit's land, eh?

Did you want me to "leave the board"?

Lol speak of the devil. No pot in my hood...so I move on to the next best thing!

no, nicfit
don't leave

you are cool + beautifull

i think 'we' can make people jalous

i can see it happening now

call the paparazi

oh, no
now it's not the time

euhhh, i'm on an longstreachted fool

paparzi does that still exists?

better make a miniature romance world
where a lot of woman love me :p

don't tell anyone

or else i have endless agro men looking at me
WHY DO YOU GAVE BIRTH TOO ME?

i didn't do it

that they don't understand that

from that to this
still on planet can't find communication

the night is good here
how are things there?

thanks
let's try to have some fun

if i'm not too old

no, we can have good laughs

what are we going to do?

do you have satellite?
so we can laugh with everyone

humor = not to hurt peoples feelings

we can all try to be improvisational

that is fun
i think

people have laughed enough about me
enough of me, to laugh about

now it's my turn
our turn

'our team'

how are we gonna call our team?

you, me, clinton
and ??
are there other people?

terestial testical clocks

ttc

you know
when childeren read it and they don't understand a thing of it

then explain to childeren it's a thing of the human body
lol

a hermafrodic system

team ttc
here we come

need to be or else i'll turn wierd
enough of that

wish i had some ships
gonna eat some choclate brush my theet
and then to sleep over a half hour

onna take it to the next evel, yeah
you gonna love me

it's gonna be like you can't sleep the day before a schooltrip

good night everyone

its the 20th anniversary of the 1992 LA Uprising.. upon reflection, is los angeles a better place? Well yes. That early 90s perfect storm of brewing racism, economic disenfranchisement, gutting public education and public services to the most needing, and a gumbo of gang violence fuelled by an increase in drugs and guns on the street resulted in 1992. Those conditions are no longer around at the level of that time. In that calm after the storm, the city as a community has come together much more than before. We have worked hard to resolve our differences with each other, with law enforcement, with the corrupt governments, with public education, with inter gang violence.. this has not necessarily been a result of local government assistance or encouragement, rather a sincere Angelino rebuilding. However, the city as a whole still has a problem. The establishment thinks building plastic facades of big box retailers, anchor-chain strip malls, and fast food restaraunts is community development. Its not, it only makes a plastic band aid to cover up the burned out eye-sores the riots intentionally left behind. the riots were a statement. a penultimate "fuck you" to the corrupt elements of Los Angeles society. Well, unfortunately while many of us have rebuilt wonderful communities, the upper echelons still suffer from the same disease the brought Cortez here in the first place, greed. They divide and conquer this city through real estate games just like they did then. They want to destroy what we have rebuilt, destroy our communities and replace them with ghetto consumers. well, if they keep pushing us, they will find a culture shock. the youth, the lil homiez on the block today weren't even ALIVE during the Uprising. This shit is all a new revelation to them, they are young Siddhartha leaving the palace, finding out that life is suffering. Well, if this plastic facade is replaced with actual community development and empowerment, then LA is due for another rise in crime, and another big "fuck you" kind of Uprising by a whole different pissed off generation that forgot all about the 93 Truce, that forgot all about the 90s in general. That don't remember a genuine Los Angeles. Crime in LA is a gesture of protest and civil disobedience. It rises in retaliation the rise in corruption and greed and economic gaps in LA. We are falling back on old ways. Reaganomics has been back the past few years. Things can get shitty real fast.. I pray for them. "You can't blame the youth, and you can't fool them." Big up to Los Angeles. Peace and Unity. But we can't have peace until we all get a piece..

good morning
time to get ready for work

Hava a good one dood.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHH
New music video for So Nyuh Shi Dae. SNSD. Girls' Generation.

Fuck. I'm quite excited to listen to this after work.

i'm tired from work
have to be up early
and work a long day

and then try to have some fun here

free from all people 'not invited'
or else i have the feeling too many people just want distraction
and maybe they should be moving on with their life
in stead of apestearing to other peoples

if you have brain problems

i can understand apestares coming from your brain

not apestare for ever
move on with your own life

have that feeling a long time on
like people just staring at me for 3 years or soo

jesus
i don't want to see a minute of myself
if i put myself on you tube

fuck that

how would animals in the zoo feel

find it a sick idea
and a mass waste of energy and people

can't believe there are still zoo's in the 21st century

why don't people wake up
and close all the zoo's
downbuild and make houses for family's

?

just do it

remember
the next generations will always ask
'your childeren'

why are you people soo soo STUPID

what is the fucking problem APE?

can't you just close the zoo
bring all the animals back

downbuild the zoo
and make new modern buildings

people better start
with modernisation

i don't want to die
in old fosssilized nonsense
sign of sickness

notice it and go for modernisation

we can't be stoped by a sleeping grey population
they are on retirment

they have now systems on ships to make from seawater drinking water

it's normal people go on retirement
sometimes i think
i will go on retirement now
these things got to stand free
if people want to be active or not
depending on what they need
or how they feel

no, it's not me