Not only do I want to puke but also I am going to puke.

hey everyone
goodmorning
shaking off some dream residue i had in the last part of my dream engine report
wierd dream
in the past it took longer to shake off dream residue's
that goes much better now )
made clearer desicions on how to use emotions, place them and value them

in the past i was very emotional
it could be that a tsunami of emotions came out of me
like eeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
mixed flow of lsd, xtc, alchol, weed at 5000mph

a spliff, a siesta and then to work tonight

better focus on things i want to do this summer

a trip to paris is on the menu
and hopefully there will be alot of sun

I actually fell asleep for the first time without laying in my bed for hours.

Such an odd feeling since I've had problems with my sleep since I was like 14.

do you understand that feeling you have?

maybe you could do something to feel better
or it will go away by itself over some time

maybe it has to do with your sleepcycles
not enough rem-sleep?

Well, actually it is a bit familiar for some reason.
I get memories but I can't really describe em, it's so wierd cause it's like I've woken up from something.
I think I understand it, but I don't know...

i'm glad i have no more problems with emotions

just read that 20% more childeren use anti-psychotics
that is surly not positive for those childeren who are then the victims of uncabaple adults
to really deal with what is going on

i never used medication or believed in it those things
just let nature normaly and naturaly flow
you can find out how your body and mind functions and what the normal parameters are

and from there people are individualy responsible for interest in their own life
as their introspection

i wonder now how those childeren that take anti-psychotics will be over 5 years
will they be better?
or worse that they can't live a life without anti-psychotics

also think that the large amount of SUGAR in drinks and sweets
that childeren take
will bring back the clear vieuw of eyes
it can lead to more childeren wearing glasses or lenses

there's no sugar in drinks

european caveman stuck in the mid 90's


here in the new world we drink corn syrup, high fructose

We'll I'm not shure it's over but I'm pretty shure it's getting better.

Someone make me sober and buy me food. Then buy me lots more alcohol. Then some more food.

I wanna puke.

No, I'm not really sick. I just wanted to sound cool like other people here.

drugs
puke
food
virus
work
alcohol
Gast angst
greetings to Gast and wanting to be like him

Have I covered recent themes?

Oh yeah, I forgot. The word "dick" has come up a lot lately.

Okay, sweetheart, I'll try. Please don't neg rep me. A few of you kids recently have done that, and it hurts my feelings.

Today's agenda:

Drink coffee.

Attempt my third loaf of homemade bread. Tried to make 2 loaves last weekend, each attempt was a bust. But I think I now understand what I'm doing wrong.

Bathe Chipper.

Drink more of this wonderful Barleywine Ale from a North Carolina brewer, The Duck-Rabbit Brewery. 11-percent ABV, y'all!

I am The Satellite King, who reigneth down upon yr time_screen; in one hand clutched fist full of waffletaco and mushrooms and the other, a lasertornado, swoll full of hitchhiking tadpoles.

It's SATurday.

that's good news pelle

good luck with the new world

in the new world we are ALWAYS lucky, we are evolved past ape brain and control the dice telepathically and we always shoot 7.

We are on our way to becoming spacepeople, too.

psch we past space people we masters of teh motherfucking galaxy 1 billion macdonalds in every star system and over 10^666 served

that's GOOD news gmku
something else then these pelgrimages to festivals
the happening of the year where everthing and everyone GOT TO BE THERE

festivals > also milked out to the max
tv-networks are now all over the place, mobile phone industry is also at the party, not to mention the police and security

i was at pukkelpop don't know what year, long ago
it was 1 hour midnight the music was done
was chilling there with a few other people
till a group of 12 security people pumped with steriods came in to move everyone out

You're right, of course. I was merely trying to put it in terms the people of the old world would understand.

don't worry about the apebrains

they are here for hamburger meat is all

ask tesla

well you been not around for some time
i think it's time that you post more about your life
how many years you worked for the cia and stuff

please man
please

what did gast say some time ago?

before skin color there was hair

look how long are the american people are gonna rag this vagina of colored people
you must be an evolutionairy analphabetist if you still think that color has something to do with beeing better

and 2

it's not the human that takes the desicion what color of skin there will be
your dna and the surroundings of the life decide what will grow and what will fall off the dna machine

guess for the americans who are behind in time i'll make a signature for them
because i'm still nice to confused people

back from work
i'm tired off to bed
goodnight all

you guess
you think
you believe
you make associations in your brainmachine

no, i'm not on a mission
i had curiousity about life
like all animals have some sort of curiousity about things that happen around them
a healthy curiousity

why does a child pionts it finger at all things he don't know
and ask 'what is this? what is that?'

just see it as a study of self interest of life
and so came the modern information out of lenses
electron microscoop lenses and hubble lenses

soo much modern information came out of that
that the old pioneers
that lived in the world before electricity and technology
not even could of dreamed of

for years i have been study'ing these new information
and find out about this art movement futurism 1909-1914
after kubism
and i understood their world and passion from in that time
it must be very exiting for those people to have their dreams of the modern world
like jules verne who made that book of ' a trip to the moon ' or something
where they fly with a balloon to the moon

the people had wild fantasy's about the future life
it's difficult to bring that interest back
because everyone has a computer, this and that
all have seen pictures from mars and other galaxies
it's all become a normal part of life
like it actually doesn't mean anything anymore
like it starts to bore people

the people then
only could dream to live in this time



a boat he drawed the nautilus
he was there around the time of before the art movement futurism
end of the 1800's
to place him in that time
he would be a sort of einstein of his time / futurist

no, i'm not on a mission
i been passionated about things
that is all relativated by now

i don't burn a candle or even an incense stick
to please gods or ghost or spirts
what ever the animal all has fantasy'd in it's little ape brain

not for me
so don't come knocking my door to invite me for a meeting about the end of the world
like someone did a few months ago

gonna watch some tv
can't sleep

bleuhhh nothing on
going back to sleep

if u cant sleep
theres nu evidance
you can use the intarrupshens in sleep
to meaningful perpus

in the old/better werld they valued interupted sleep
dream meditation
sex love fantasy... drift back into sleep
myth of the 8-hour beuaty sleep
modern invention best
to diskard

i don't want to throw up

good advice

but
i have done all the things that are out there to be done
i have done soo much in my life
that i had a burn out
you don't get burnouts from sleeping and beauty sleeps
over a few mounths i'm 35
so i have nothing else to do for the rest of my life
a good thing
because i only live once
i'm not gonna return after my death or be reincaarnated into another animal

it's almost 2 mid day
going to buy weed
then be back around night
smoke some weed and the day will be over

for the rest i have nothing lost in this 'europe' of slavery, discrimination and abuse

March is a great month.
Disappears LP and Lee LP.

Fuck yes.

There is a certain sens

but if you have done so much
then should tell you ther is mor ahed
then you should not dizengage
there is the see what is arond the nex cornur
sleep can be soothing, a reprieve, a meditation/medication
it is not not-life, it is a beautiful part of life
do not burn out
instead rest and rust
better to rust and fade away
than to burn out

it is the afternoon
going to lunch then make bread
be back when i can
eat some bread and food
drink some beer and then the work week
must begin

all is well in my corner but as for the country i have no love for our slave state poverty apebrain mentality