Mine is usually pretty good, but when I'm at shows, it just shuts off completely.

i guess i understand why. both girls and guys of all sexual orientations dress and look the fucking same. it's getting creepy. all i want is one cute, well-dressed guy able to hold a conversation. who doesn't dig penises.

I can spot gay guys (and future gay guys. I've made correct predictions years in advance.) better than any other person I know (girl/guy, straight/gay). It just goes out the window at shows. I mean, I probably couldn't get the picture if it was some leather-bound butch that I was talking to. (and there was quite a few at the last show)

oh, i couldn't get it if he had his arm around a guy and told me what kind of wines he likes and what his favorite show on the logo channel is. i'd fall for him.

that happened to me in provo. i just thought he was a well-cultured guy. i left the show before the band even came on to chainsmoke and watch tv with my brother.

hi alex!

How are you doing, grrl.

i'm well. just thinking about how socially inept i can be, after my last post.how are you?

I don't give off a real "guy-guy" vibe a lot of times, so maybe that's why I only meet lesbians at shows.

lesbians flock to me because i'm usually in jeans and a tshirt or just a simple dress. i'm usually not very girly, due to drumline. never have the time or patience.

It's where I'm quiet and usually alone, I guess.

i'm super shy and quiet. i've never comprehended how i garner any ounce of attention, whenever i do.

I won't usually talk to someone but if someone talks to me I'll not be shy. This is usually followed by them telling me their life story, which we've been over before.

haha. we just have bad luck.

part of me wants to catch the walkmen in october when they come down here, but one of the nights i have another show and the show in orlando is going to be crowded. plus, i'm still mortified from when my mom hit on them. i don't want them to remember me and possibly accidentally refer to her.

i'm quiet but i'm not shy at all. i'm pretty fucking bold, i just don't talk a lot.

That's hilarious.
I'm not going to a couple of better good shows because they are seated and I feel super weird sitting down at a show that isn't jazz.

I'm delightfully dead right now...It's pretty cool. Cantank. Took your advice from a few days ago...

what about festivals?

what advice was that, buying a bag of weed?

josh- yeah, that's why i didn't see bright eyes more than once last year because for some reason they were playing tons of seated stadiums down south. i was a little upset because i could have hung out with some old friends, but paying 50 bucks to sit down for three hours out in tampa wasn't worth it.

even at jazzy stuff, i stand up if i start wanting to dance.

I've only been to one festival and was standing the entire time. say...5 hours or so.



Funnily enough, one of the shows I'm skipping is Conor Oberst. The venue is great and sometimes they take out the seats but not for Conor Oberst or TV on The Radio, and probably not Todd Rundgren. I saw (and sat) Blonde Redhead there, but only because I wasn't going to miss the show.

Sitting at Nels Cline wasn't bad because noone was standing and I would have felt weird being the only one standing at the edge of the stage.