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ioh yeah. gonna play video games. cause I"m lame.
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for the record. I basically forced mysef out. I was bored. and needed to get out of my apartment. so I get fuked up at a bar/ whatevbs. Lately. I've been so bored with my life. doing the same thing over and over. routine. wtf. I need something new in myh life.
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I am quitting locos. I spent the last 3 days blacking out before dark.
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![]() its not that i'm completely wasted so much as its just been a while since i had a few beers, its been a looong Lent ;) and further I must not be too wasted, I came on the computer to check my email for work, and being unnecessarily responsible is not quite a character trait of being "fucking wasted or so help me God" still, I thought I'd sway on in here and see what up my ninjas.. |
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i will hopefully get so wasted tonight that there's a small chance that i won't get sober ever after
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whuts gud.
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Oatmeal Porter and (about to happen) dro
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check!
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sup and shut up.
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1 4loko, 5 speed pills, 1/2 suboxine, and 2 kolonopin. Yes I feel wasted. Just need 1 more loco to top it off.
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I'm so happy I can finally popst in this thread again. It's not very often I drink.
Today's music video shoot was chaotic. Very sexy. Very chaotic. Very Detroit. I can't wait to show you all. You goddamn pricks. ICP WICKED CLOWNZ DARK CARNIVAL JUGGLAAAAAAAA RINGMASTA I'm out. <3333 OH AND GD MAKE MY FLYER ALREADY buttmunch |
hello my sweet whores
i like that chick from felixxsson batrhodly's signature. i mean who wouldnt? she looks so easy and fucky-- at least from this distance. is the skin as good? yes, yes, this is a parody post, thank you my dunces (you know who you are: the dunces). alrite. spotify does not feature the long version odf diamond sea: (nor the short one): a scam. DEATH BE UPON THE STINGY -gorgo |
I was wasted yesterday.
I stumbled and fell down - not only once. I got hurt a bit. I couldn't remember my telephone number. I couldn't activate my mobile phone (got two numbers though). Lost my lighter. Lost a half-full box of Cigarettes. Working and drinking. What a life. |
Haha...sounds like a great fucking time. (luv magic the gathering.)
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So I was alone in my room tonight, which is roughly one month since my wife ended her life, and for God knows what reason, I reached behind the bed. My hand came up full of cat hair, other foul debris and a piece of plastic of some sort. As it took the stuff to the bathroom trash can, I realized I really needed to see what this piece of plastic that might have been hers was. So I held it to the light and it was a nicotine patch from when she quit smoking (she died sober, nic free, and even caffeine free). Fucking thing made my hand actually hurt in a numbing sort of way and it still does as I type now (which is months after she must have thrown it off her arm).
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Listening to Palace's Arise Therefore on her computer. She bought this macbook when we were broken up and I was living in another house and she only ever uploaded this album, a Smog one, and a Gang of Four greatest hits. Interesting because this album meant so much to me when it first came out, but I never really listened to it with her. It was deep in both of our psyches as two individual trips and yet we obviously related. I couldn't be sitting here reminiscing about being in Olympia in the KAOS studio listening to this music alone yet on the air at 3 am, if it weren't for her uploading it when she was probably spiritually back in Austin. Our individual flickers synced up so well that it felt like one flame burning and spoke mutual smolders. Now Will Oldham sings through a shitty laptop speaker about "No Gold Diggers" while social security sends my little boy a monthly stipend for her loss. Loss is such a short word for a long, long feeling. It's so real and feels so unreal. I wish there was another good beer here. Some part of me wishes it was 1999 before I ever met her and I were still living on the beach in Oly with Biko my cat and last closest soul mate. Of course I wasn't happy then, and I've had happiness since that I can only thank her for. Our son is actually happy most of the time, and I will do all I can to keep that for him. I never dreamt there could be a disjointed, fucked up, not right universe as this one I'm stuck in now, but I suppose it will look better over time. This is not the right world though. I just can't get back to the right one.
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sup.......gonna play street fight now that I ate.
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oops after cig break.
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