well, now thinking about it, it does sound kind of patronizing to imply that other people are saying something because I'm inciting mass hysteria - as if they didn't have their own will and their own things to say.

if my cuntness provided a chance to say something i'm actually glad about it.

you mean that your "cause" excuses your being a fucking asshole towards people you claim to respect?

then eat a bag of dicks, asshole.

at least you came clean about what you are. the internet is real!

now i know why you never go out and have no friends.

i hope you get shitfaced alone in front of the computer as you always do.

the internet is what some would call the collective consciousness, and it seems the collective wants sluts... and lots and lots of them

no pm from knox :(

i'm drunk now damnit. yr tits could only be beautiful. don't blow this chance.

I once said that graphics on video games are getting so good that I think eventually games will look better than real life and real life will look worse than a game. In the same way, I think the internet has slowly taken over reality, and only will moreso; I know people who seem to entirely exist online...

I do know it's way easier for people to be assholes, confrontational, and shitty online. Obviously but... I can count 4 instances in my life that stick out in my mind of a dude being shitty to me/about me/talking shit/being an asshole in general to me.. and then meeting them or being around them in real life shortly after and they're as nice as can be. So, it's not always just anonymity... it's the whole "not being face to face" with people thing.. so, in a way, I think the internet makes people a lot colder, too... I don't think those people are secretly assholes, I think they aren't assholeish enough to be an asshole in person, just on the cold, cold, lifeless internet worlds. Which, eh, might be worse, overall, but oh well.

I don't think you guys understand yet...

The internet isn't real.

REALITY IS THE INTERNET!!!

I liked all this things being invented about me.

I have a cause, I am an alcoholic (always drunk) who never goes out and has no friends.

You have imagination. But I need to make it clearer: do I shave my armpits? do I pile up books and listen to bikini kill while talking about menstruation?

Need to make it realer.

You're coming off as completely hysterical and nothing I might have said or done justifies this shitload of stuff you're inventing about me or all these insults - I'm not a stereotype, tho I can see why it'd be comfortable for you to think about me that way.

I heard an awesome story about menstruation the other day.

Obviously, I admit my ability to be an asshole but it´s certainly nothing compared to yours.

As long as it's not mooncups (is it?), please, go ahead.

There's a friend of mine whose subconscious wakes her up every time she's menstruating, and always on a Saturday. Amazing, no?

what a weirdo.

You know, actually. This kind of pissed me off.

So, yeah I used the work fuck and perhaps not such a friendly tone. Of course, anyone who knows me knows that's my norm and when I want to be insulting I do something else. I did drink and do admit to not even reading your post, however my point would stand regardless of the content.

I did attempt to message you privately and can't remember what I said. You claim I asked you not to post, but I don't remember it. Regardless of what you took it for, that was actually my attempt to be civil and discuss it in private, with no public accusations.

The thing is I wasn't the one to come up with this thing of posting those photos only in certain threads, someone else did, and I remember it sounding very reasonable to me at the time, reason why I started suggesting it as a solution. The fact that women are running away from this place is a problem for me.

So regardless of my tone or what you think of me, I've comfronted you about the fact that you ignored that agreement. So that isn't a problem with me, but with all the people who respectfully requested that, I was merely the asshole voice to bring it up.

And ever since you've been doing is having a hissy fit and going personal and insulting me and making up stuff about me and whatnot but NEVER addressing the initial issue which was: why should we have to ask you again and again when we've asked you before?

A simple "oh i forgot all about that" would have been an explanation. Because you see, regarless of what you feel about ME this explanation wasn't owed to me, but to everyone else that thought that request was reasonable. So I still don't see why we have to get all personal.

So I wasn't an asshole towards you, not more of an asshole than I usually am to Glice, Rob and even Suchfriends, which is to say my intent wasn't really to be insulting towards you, and I'm sorry you didn't get that. But since then your reaction has been totally irrational and uncalled for.

I may be rude and sometimes not too friendly, but I wasn't personally insulting you or even trying to start a war. But this trick is old: creating a big mess to divert attention from the point.

So I'm being honest about the fact that I am not perfect, while you're not even responding to that. And when I'm honest and trying to somehow be as clear as I can be, you're using that information to overreact and insult - even if it takes INVENTING something about someone, in an attempt to make me look much worse than I am.

This strategy of being accused of something, and reacting by attacking a million times worse is an old one and a coward one. You should have talked about the main issue, not out of respect for me, but everyone else.

You never even bothered getting the point, which I should have known from that previous thread in which you insisted in getting whatever is it that you're determined to interpret from people's words rather than what they're actually trying to say.

About me I am only human, I can be good, I can be wrong and I can be an asshole. And I admit that, now you seem to be having trouble admitting that you can make mistakes. And that's all you know about me and my life, the rest you're just making up. I have never, ever appreciated people who make up lies about other people.

And you have never even responded to the initial point - you've been attacking and that's your defense. I've seen you be really unfair before, towards me and even nik, although I can understand his psycho babbling being difficult at times.

You don't know what I am, you only one what I may come across as. And frankly, right now, you're coming across to me as a right coward. I hope that I am wrong tho.

Me being an asshole does not justify you being an asshole X 100000.

fuck what a heavy way to start this Tuesday.....

and the worst thing is: i wish i could get drunk every night
but i can't anymore :(

The internet used to be fantastic back in the eighties when it was really free. There was no AOL putting a lock down on it to make money. All the porn sites were free then some butt hole figured I can but these files under lock and key and charge everybody a buck or two to get in. Then the government stepped in and censored sites. The internet blew up unfortunately so did the security and the censorship. So just like real life someone figured out how to make a buck with the internet and got filthy rich and the government figured out how to tax it and get their share. Just like real life the rich got richer, the poor got screwed......

thats real. the internet is kind of semi real to me, kind of like real life but easier to deal with.

I don't think internet censorship really does that much damage to the greatness of thee olde worldwide web. I mean, I can still punch into google "girl getting feces all over her face by 10 horny guys" and get a fair number of results.

Type "How to build bomb to blow up the ******* Convention" into google search and see who shows up at your house.