This is pointless.

God synth stop talking to yourself.

Shut up mind, I am bored.

Stupid twit, go get food I am hungry.

Yeah McDonalds it is.

Oh and get some ciggies while you at it.

Sure, why not. Asshole.

One major holiday down, one major holiday to go.

Ugh, too much lemonade and buttercrackers.

oh my god.

i'm lawling.

i missed the internet.

Oh hai jade! I'm getting ready to make your tape in a few minutes.

hai dere josh! i have your vhs ready somewhere.

how was your thanksgiving? mine was celebrated in a town where i had to clamor and wave my arm to get a bar of cell phone signal. but i could literally run up to the georgia border and back if i so chose. i'm loving being back in civilization.

My Thanksgiving was meh as usual. My cousin and her sons have been here since Wednesday, so that's been kind of fun. My grandmother and her boyfriend drove down for dinner on Thursday. I'm ready to be away from home for another two weeks though.

yeah, my thanksgiving was on the meh side. just too many people i barely know and my brother on the jittery side didn't help.

i wish i was going out to utah next month, but my dad and stepmom need some more time to move in and get settled.

Cheddar Bay Buiscits are the best thing ever invented, and my wife figured out how to make them!

ours was kind of small, 8 people, 2 of them 5 and 2 years old. It's just a lot of family drama and the family doesn't get along with my grandmother's boyfriend. I'm just glad I'm having dinner and possibly going to see Quantum of Solace with some high school chums tomorrow. Should be a riot...as long as one of them doesn't go into labor.

My interweb has been intermittent, so I feel your pain to some extent.

sounds delish. but i can argue with the "best thing ever invented".. the answer to that is the internet. or peanut butter.

josh- i was glad that for the most part of my dinner i was sat alone or just talking to my dad. tomorrow i have a birthday party to go to with a few cool bands playing. only problem is i lost the directions and the card with them on it.

Peanut butter is somewhere in the top 3.

Unfortunately, as I'm the member of the family least seen, I was forced to converse with everyone.

Misfits show is on Wednesday. One last blast before finals start.

sean took front and center as usual, so i was able to hide off in the shadows and enjoy my coconut cake in quiet. i got used years ago to that.

of montreal is a no-go, so it's probably just the experimental theatre thing in st augustine next month to entertain me. gah! the fact that i won't be in nyc kills me.

I desperately have to find a job in January if I have any hope of a spring break excursion or an apartment for the summer.

Found a new great word: preposterone - the hormone found in males that encourages brash actions.

I'm quasi-out, but not permanently, I'm trying to make it very permanent.
Ah, that sucks. That happens to me all the time. I'm kind of in an awkward moment lull for the past two weeks, but I have the feeling the upcoming two are going to be chock full of them.

it needs to be june. that way, i can officially gtfo no matter what happens before then. everything will once and for all be permanent.

oh, holidays are made to be chock full. last year for me was that way, especially the band prism concert. half the reason for my awkwardness with the damn boy. ugh.

i have no reason to be up late and i know i'll get up too late tomorrow, but what the hell. i know if i went to bed now i'd be up for an hour lying there.

my townhome is cool, but having my bedroom wall be against another bedroom wall makes for discomfort. and a need for loud headphones.

Yeah, I'm in school until May and that's 200 miles from the parental units, I'm just trying to come back for the summer.

I'll be up a while, but I'll have to set alarms to get up because I absolutely must leave SC by 2pm.

i know what's going on with my life in march and then i'll be out of here by the end of june.

i want to ideally spend parts of the summer in new york, california, and utah. so a lot of money involved there.

somehow i have to be at my friend's house by 4, despite not owning a car.
my life is frustrating.

Ugh, not having a car is the pits. I'm really on mine more and more for sanity. One day last week I just went for a drive with the windows down. Before I realized it I was two towns over and 25 miles away during rush hour. I'm thinking I'll just make one or two small trips during the summer because I'm hopefully going to be abroad for the summer of '10 or '11

Oh snap! Dr. Pepper!

but that's so much fun! where i stayed this week is really 10 or 15 miles out from jacksonville, and most of that ride is down the same two roads. there's nothing but houses and farms (one of them had a zebra!) and then all of a sudden it's a major highway. it was kind of cool, really. lots of stars at night.

oh snap.. wine.

Night driving is great but I cannot be on an empty interstate otherwise I roll at about 90. This was just spontaneous during the day. I bought a scarf, then started driving for no reason.

Ah, my nerves were shot last night so I had to improv some struggle punch. No rum, so it ended up being OJ, lemonade, lemon/lime gatorade, vermouth and gin. It was quite tasty despite sounded complete bassackwards.

my stepmom was flooring it at 90 on a crowded dallas highway back in april. i saw my life flashing before my eyes.

scarves! don't remind me. i need a scarf. the only one i have is four or five feet long and a tawdry shade of gold. unwearable.

that sounds hella tasty. very very tasty.

Haha, I was doing 90 back from Waffle House at about 5:30 in the morning last weekend.

Mine is black/dark gray/light gray horizontal stripes about an inch and a half in width. A friend of mine made me a black and green striped but I've yet to receive in the mail.

I limited myself to one cup because I made it strong and couldn't taste any of the gin/vermouth except for a slight aftertaste. I really want to make it with rum, gin, and orange/pineapple/banana juice. Plus I could only sleep for 3 or 4 hours because I was being dragged out for Black Friday.

i had one i wore keffiyeh-style that was black with colored stars, but against me! became the owners of it.

you did black friday? god bless. i read somewhere that a walmart employee in some midwestern state was trampled to death and a woman miscarried her baby. wtf-ery has reached new heights.

All I was after was $2 dvds at Wal Mart. Scored Interview With A Vampire, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Kindergarten Cop, Spaceballs, and The Aviator. Fuck super/violent shopping.

today we picked up wii fit for 89.99. i've never wanted to go to the video game trader store on free will, but today i did.

I'm just glad everyone in my family that wants a Wii now have them or will have after xmas. I'm tired of looking for the damn things.

Lego Indiana Jones=tha shizz.

i'm so bad at that game :( i've tried and tried. it's too much.

but super mario-kart is complete FTW.

I've never played it. I still just play Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem for Gamecube on my Wii whenever I play it...which is like once every 3 or 4 months.

Mixtape is recording right now.

you've never played mario kart? oh my goodness. it's still the best game. it's just driving. then there's battle mode, where you have to pop the balloons on the other person's car. dad and i do most of our father-daughter bonding over mario kart. sad, but it's just our thing.

video tape is sat somewhere right now. mom asked why the hell i'd want "that waste of money" and i explained that it's for a good reason. she was confused.

I've never played any iteration of Mario Kart and have only played Super Smash Bros like twice. I guess I'm a Mario purist.

i hate super smash bros. hate hate hate. maybe it's my hate of pokemon and kirby and here they are in the same fucking game.

hate.

so um.. yeah.

Wow, no Kirby love. I played the hell of out Kirby's Dreamland for Gameboy, but that's the only one I've ever played.

Fuck Pokemon too. Fuck people playing Pokemon in lecture courses on their DS.

pokemon fucking pisses me off. part of this hatred is that i deal with video games and cartoons on a daily basis more than most people ever will in their lives. oh god.

and i hate anime.

i'll add a "fuck that" to people who spend time in lectures talking.

Oh god, I'm like to drive all the anime lovers in the sea and sic the dolphins on them.

There's this one guy in my Classical Greece class that is a complete hick and metal-head that talks with his buddy about hating Muslims and "home cookin'" at about 120db before class every day. I really wish I could just bludgeon him with the map of ancient Greece.

the piano-sized eyes.. the fangirls.. i'm with you on that. i'll get the whales to follow the dolphins.

sometimes i wonder how certain people can make it into college. or pass school. some of my peers i wonder how the hell they made it through anything.

once i gave this woman screaming "muslims!!" at us at a protest i was at (years back with my mom and grandma) a crash course on islam, and you'd think i was yelling at her about how rainbows fly out of my ass. god, i've never seen a person so baffled that other religions can exist.

This guy is total racist metal-head nerd that is just an ass, he does well because he has no life and kisses ass.

How ignorant 75% of the population is of most things other than what matters to them baffles me.

like how the kkk is thriving in oak hill because the whole town is in the middle of the damn woods and no one leaves oak hill unless they're in the military (a good half) or coming up to buy groceries or auto parts at my mom's store. i think i posted this here earlier, but one of them left his laptop open with he and his klansmen all posing in uniform as the desktop in his car while my mom was fixing something with his steering wheel.

it's amazing.

but more reasons to get out of florida.