oh shit-- failing due to emotional reasons? you know, worries & depression can fuck up your academic performance.

well journalism is shit. true. but i hope you manage & find a way to write? you don't *really* need a degree. but maybe in a couple of years you'll be ready to leave home anyway & study. english degrees are weird though-- i have one-- in "creative writing"-- go figure...

The only thing that I can think to write now are songs, and that's fine and everything, but I'm so reluctant to actually perform for people that I can't see that going anywhere. I used to like doing film reviews and that sort of thing, but there hasn't been much of a reason for that lately. I guess my problem is that I need a reason to write, and when I know that I don't have an outlet for whatever it is that I am working on, it's hard to finish. Because yeah, I do it for myself, but how much satisfaction can you get out of just reading your own stuff? Not much, is what I am thinking.

hm... i don't know where you live-- i mean not in college, but when you go back home-- in any case, small towns seem to have the easiest access for people who want to get their stuff published. i just got myself a movie review column in a local magazine. i'm not expecting anything but to have fun with it...

I completely identify with that. I had thought about persuing a similar kind of thing but suffer from the same problem. Without any reason or deadline I am completely crippled...

me some days ago while I was photographing a little vulcan!

still last day in the autumn.

i always look like i'm going to or have just come from a rave...those are plastic forks in my hair...this was taken a few months ago.

hayden, you look like shaun white.

next, you remind me of dom fernow.

SCREECH!

haha....if thats a term of endearment, ill take it....

Godspell!

flubular chin



cockface

So you just hang around playgrounds at night?

Good pic !

Yes, i do. I live in the suburbs, there's not much else here.

Well, same here... but, like- I don't know. There's something rather strange about your activities. :p

Yeah, i'm a pretty strange person.