nah its not that easy
im awkward and have not much to say

you'll keep silent, then. you don't need to "be silly". your friends know you tend to get socially awkward, don't they? you have nothing to be afraid of.

I can kinda empathise, Alien - I used to have a crippling shyness when meeting up with people I didn't know. It's not easy, is it? I still say go - even if you just end up speaking to yer mates, it's still worth it. If I were in your position, I'd kick myself if I didn't go...sorry, I'm probably sounding like your Dad now...

my friends know i can be silly so they want it
and i want it
but i worked all day and had drinks after work so now im tired
and going out is not like just walking around the corner
involves getting taxis and going into busy city area and then having to get home
plus its fucking freezing here

oh yes, I can imagine that. I wouldn't be bothered to go out in a case like this, but ... I'm a bit older than you and don't have that much energy anymore.

if i had some weed i wouldnt be bothered at all about sitting home and being sillly
but i dont

i decided to drink some of my geefs vodka
i would kill for some downers

anyone feel like msn chatting
haha god so bored

I just took vicodin for my throbbing wisdom tooth, and i feel greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat. Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

And I'm listening to squarepusher and it make sme feel funny.

damn you
i just put mascara on
god damn being bored
id love a xanax right now

i feel all funny and stuff an di just looked in the mirror and m pupils are huuuuuuuge

i might go scrape the bong

scrape is a funny word

aha yeh
it is
so is moisty ribs hips
and cotton kellogs rot
and crimpy yokes

runny is too
also saliva
also reckless like what does that mean? shouldnt it be reckful?

ruthless too

and coil
and crumple and christian curry slits

and copacetic

I'm modeling my new light green lightweight Banana Republic crew neck sweater for my doggies. They seem to like it. At least from what I can tell by the sniff factor.

Okay, disparage gmku all you wish, but I could live in Banana Republic land and never go home. Their clothes fit me to a T. So far I've never bought any of their clothes at full price, though. Their clearance racks are amazing places to find great finds. I'm not the sort to spend bundles of money on clothes, but I do like the nice clothes I can afford, and recently for under 200 bucks I've brought home:

2 pairs of dress trousers
3 lightweight sweaters (1 crew, 2 V)
1 cashmere (!) sweater
1 lightweight navy cardigan
and a couple of fitted V neck tee shirts

All on sale. All very cool--and at the same time, very age appropriate looking, almost "age-less" looking, classic but modern. Seriously, the coolest stuff I've ever found has come from BR. Go there. Just don't buy regular price. It's amazingly affordable off the sales racks and very cool looking.

And no, I am not gay.

So that marriage proposal wasn't genuine :(

I might make an exception.

it's a bit early in the year to be wearing sweaters, isn't it?