made some future plans to change work
that is the positive thing

for the rest it's waiting for me
another year or year and half
before moving to my real home

that is what disturbes me

1/5 year extra waiting in monopoly street
if i'm lucky i can find a better place to rent till then
that would be cool too

for the rest here is everthing dead
i told you that it's here a open retirementhome ( conservative folks)

well i did everthing what i could in this dead place

where do you live?

Whatever you want. Do you want that in a cone? or a dish? Do you want a soft drink to go with it?

i live in the north east corner of belgium

maybe you don't believe this
but i just send a mail to belgium politicians
about money that people can get who are low income and are on the waiting list for a social home for more then 5 year

i asked questions how to get that money and when i'm going to get that money

on tv they said 1/1/2012
now the second month is over and i still don't have that benefit
it's 125 euro a month
that is 250 euro's i still didn't recieve

they say we are going to contact everyone who has right on it and then you send a copy of rent contract and then you'll recieve that money

can't wait and wait and wait for ever to get support

do know i belong to the poorest group of people
who don't have anything

it's like time travelling
people are going to mars and the poor have to wait months and months before they get a crumb

fuck this man


you know why this bothers me

I CAN'T RENT ANOTHER HOUSE BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THIS EXTRA 125 EURO WHERE I AS POOR PERSON HAVE RIGHT TO

no, i should kill myself
like the 8 belgiums are commiting suicide everyday
highest in europe

is that what i should do?
is that what you rich and midclass people want from the poor populations, besides then playing housecleaner or sexual toilet?

no, no
there never be justice for poor people
never
allways be in the abuse systems of rich and midclass filt

the law is designed for rich people only
you pay
you stay out of jail

and poor people will never have a voice
if so the midclass will fall down as the rich
they feel powerless that poor people have IQ and can talk and see through corrupt games

and here we are now
everthing is nicely recorded for future generations as they can see in the future when we are all dead

digital archive of the future

fuck these politicians
they wake up for the 7000 $ they get every month
and nothing else
not for poor people
not for the 8 suicides a day
not for the future generations

only for that 7000 $ they go to brussel

fuck it and i'm going to bed
have to be up early for work

and a straw with which to sip from? will you purse your lips just so?

Night, gast. Sweet dreams, don't let the bed bugs bite.

Okay. I won't complain.

wait a minute. You're over 13?! Forget it.

I might make an exception in your case.

I'd be glad to help you in that department.

I love Ikea, but it's long drive to get cheap EXPEDIT designed (with love) by Tůrd Bjůrglër.

ikea boxes emit an odor that is detectible by my cat. She twists her head sideways amd chews at the air. This also causes her to go cross-eyed and squinty on the left.

The box is locked in another room but shes smelling the floor.... Shes so damaged...

:S

maybe i can better move to the usa
there are more things going on and more pioneer spirits
that make the modern day move
or at least something