Not only do I want to puke but also I am going to puke.

hey everyone
goodmorning
shaking off some dream residue i had in the last part of my dream engine report
wierd dream
in the past it took longer to shake off dream residue's
that goes much better now )
made clearer desicions on how to use emotions, place them and value them

in the past i was very emotional
it could be that a tsunami of emotions came out of me
like eeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
mixed flow of lsd, xtc, alchol, weed at 5000mph

a spliff, a siesta and then to work tonight

better focus on things i want to do this summer

a trip to paris is on the menu
and hopefully there will be alot of sun

I actually fell asleep for the first time without laying in my bed for hours.

Such an odd feeling since I've had problems with my sleep since I was like 14.

do you understand that feeling you have?

maybe you could do something to feel better
or it will go away by itself over some time

maybe it has to do with your sleepcycles
not enough rem-sleep?

Well, actually it is a bit familiar for some reason.
I get memories but I can't really describe em, it's so wierd cause it's like I've woken up from something.
I think I understand it, but I don't know...

i'm glad i have no more problems with emotions

just read that 20% more childeren use anti-psychotics
that is surly not positive for those childeren who are then the victims of uncabaple adults
to really deal with what is going on

i never used medication or believed in it those things
just let nature normaly and naturaly flow
you can find out how your body and mind functions and what the normal parameters are

and from there people are individualy responsible for interest in their own life
as their introspection

i wonder now how those childeren that take anti-psychotics will be over 5 years
will they be better?
or worse that they can't live a life without anti-psychotics

also think that the large amount of SUGAR in drinks and sweets
that childeren take
will bring back the clear vieuw of eyes
it can lead to more childeren wearing glasses or lenses

there's no sugar in drinks

european caveman stuck in the mid 90's


here in the new world we drink corn syrup, high fructose

We'll I'm not shure it's over but I'm pretty shure it's getting better.

Someone make me sober and buy me food. Then buy me lots more alcohol. Then some more food.

I wanna puke.

No, I'm not really sick. I just wanted to sound cool like other people here.

drugs
puke
food
virus
work
alcohol
Gast angst
greetings to Gast and wanting to be like him

Have I covered recent themes?

Oh yeah, I forgot. The word "dick" has come up a lot lately.

Okay, sweetheart, I'll try. Please don't neg rep me. A few of you kids recently have done that, and it hurts my feelings.

Today's agenda:

Drink coffee.

Attempt my third loaf of homemade bread. Tried to make 2 loaves last weekend, each attempt was a bust. But I think I now understand what I'm doing wrong.

Bathe Chipper.

Drink more of this wonderful Barleywine Ale from a North Carolina brewer, The Duck-Rabbit Brewery. 11-percent ABV, y'all!

I am The Satellite King, who reigneth down upon yr time_screen; in one hand clutched fist full of waffletaco and mushrooms and the other, a lasertornado, swoll full of hitchhiking tadpoles.

It's SATurday.

that's good news pelle

good luck with the new world

in the new world we are ALWAYS lucky, we are evolved past ape brain and control the dice telepathically and we always shoot 7.