Yeah, it's that physicality of speed which makes it so powerful, and quite frankly is why I like it so much. On pills, very much a drug of the mind, when the drug wears off the mind comes down and the body with it. However, speed I feel is very much a drug of the body, you can FEEL tired mentally but there still seems to be a motor powering away in your body.

no way could i live such a ridiculously hedonistic lifestyle and hold down a job. no way.

TINH- yr right about it being completely physical. i still have weird adrenaline-rush feeling in my chest but i feel completely normal if slightly retarded.

TINH - amphet sulph was the thang for me when I was 20, but also glugging cough medicine gets fairly similar effects too. Still, nothing beats a mushroom high for me - that is a power Win all the way.

Talking of speed (I won't be doing any this time... probably) we're hitting the Slimelight again this time next week, you down with that vibe Mellster?

i want to do speed and acid at the same time

does it really, how interesting... any particular type of cough medicine?

You could possibly do it, but the burn out would be horrible. There's a lot of post-Acid House drug casualties in London - very sad :(

But then again, yer a young 'un, so enjoy the goddamn ride while you can :)

I was supposed to be doing that tonight, but my psy-trance rave didn't materialise.

i could have a job and still smoke weed all the time just because i've always done that
but like being totally strung out or speeding no WAY could i do it

Benylin - takes awful, but works a treat. Warning: don't take if you feel pissed off - I'm usually a very placid person, but made the mistake once of drinking it whilst exhausted - I wanted to fight everyone. Not a good move on my part.

so slimes melly? see previous post?

for some reason i can't take benadryl (for allergies, although i did take a whole box of it once and it was WEIRD. weirdest drug experience i have ever had in my life.) because i get super nasty and abusive and aggressive. i don't know why though.

i also noticed that i'm unusually nice to people on speed.

Yeah, partying stoner style is basically "normal" behaviour at my work. People have been booted out for being cokeheads though, due to being aggresive/completey unreliable....

Yeah, speed makes me really happy too. Ditto coke, though I don't like what it does to other people. I've taken downers, and I become totally unpleasant - worse than an aggresive pissed person.

Well, alot of people take Speed to cope with the demands of a full time job. Like my old religious studies teacher, for example.

^^^Jesus on speed? Now that's a religion I would follow!

i'm alright on opiates and downers, just kind of my normal self but a lot less edgy and quieter
me on speed is like me on a really good day x 200000000
julian was laughing his ass off at me being so jolly and talkative

it's not the same if i do coke though, it's like me on a not so good day plus extra paranoia and edginess. like i won't be in a bad mood, i'll just be a lot more reactive to things that don't really matter and be a bitch to everyone. honestly comparing coke and speed just based upon my own experience i don't know why anyone would ever do blow.

I've never done blow for all the reasons you've mentioned. Shame you had to try it to find this out.

come to think of it there are even more reasons to do speed instead of coke. cocaine is more expensive and lasts for like 15 minutes. and the other reasons. and it's easier to get ripped off on it.