I'm okay, you're okay.

bullshit. im dealing with my temporary bouts of seasonal depression. fucking sucks.

Sorry to here that !@#$%!
HOpe you get better.

Sorry.

thanks.

it's a late-september to october thing. happens every fucking year. eh!

nothing that oversleeping won't cure.

I hear ya. I go through this in late winter/early spring, right around the thaw. Too much false happiness.

I'm actually happiest in fall.

don't get me wrong, i love the season

but some days, it kicks me in the fucking balls

spring makes me want to kill myself. every year.

I get it during x-mas. It's full of false gatherings, and emotions.

Exactly.

I hate spring.

I wish could sleep through the whole motherfucking idiotic season.

i need to find myself a winter hobby.

maybe i'll take up snowboarding, break my leg, and spend winter hospitalized and drugged.

i hate it. i hate the weather. i hate the allergies. i hate the happy idiots running around.

I could do without the broken bones and the hospital. Drugged, though--OK.

Eh just find a connect. Less painful and more euphoria.

it's mostly the happy idiots for me (see sig).

ha ha ha

no, i was-- no. i didn't mean it that way. i was just thinking of winter sports and then free-association happened.

speaking of connects, i think i'm gonna call up a friend-- not drug related though, ha.

by the way, i'm not completely opposed to getting the blues-- it can be a useful time to process stuff. fuck constant happiness.

anyway, you guys take care.

get better !@#$%!
cook something delicious.

You too man.

That's why you got you a honey right there, !@#$%. To take the edge off. Wish my honey wuz here.

s-h, jes' fyi, yr sig pic dance perty good wid the Stones doin Lil Queenie. Try it.