Interesting. I was previously prescribed xanax for depression. and anxiety and have an opposite experience

I love cocaine. I don’t do it anymore out of respect for my now fiancée. I haven’t done it in 4.5 years...but who’s counting......

I’m the same as The Doctor. Shits makes me more extroverted. Shit has gotten me hella attention and laid a lot! I was never a regular user, but if I knew I was going to be drinking like a massive amount(which was probably no more than like once a month maybe??) I used to try to have a bit with me. But now...I just smoke weed and the occasional psychedelic.

Don’t do cocaine kids.

I know...

sigh
Even though I've been told drugs are bad pretty much my whole life, there's the part of me that just really wants to explore and try shit (not cocaine or anything, just some of the softer stuff like cigarettes and weed maybe) despite knowing it'll fuck me up.

Probably for the best I have no friends :D

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On a lighter note, I went to the zoo today for my little brother's birthday.

If you get diagnosed with any sort of untreatable illnesses that they say you're absolutely going to die from and soon, go hog wild with everything. What's the worst that can happen? They kill ya?

Yeah, well I'm on the autism spectrum and depressed (not to turn this into a privilegewank), but neither of those would really do that for me (if anything, the depression would actually make it worse.

i love you

Why thank you Pony, I love you too.

It's not that I have no friends, it's that I have no friends who would invite me to parties involving drugs. Except maybe Casey, but that's unlikely anyway.

weed is cool, but stay the fuck away from cigarettes

seriously, not even once

Opiates, “GOM”.....Coke was fun, but didn’t have the $ for it while it was so big. No interest now...high cbd weed, martinis and g&t’s in the summer,dark rum in the winter

you could do something horribly stupid, irreparably harm someone, spend your final days miserable and full of regrets...

just sayin :D

cigarettes are like catholicism

once hooked you're in it forever

i will ALWAYS be a smoker

(even if smokes make me puke these days)

fucksakes i could use a cigarette right now haaa haaa haaa

nooooo....

ok i don't love you anymore

:p

long live misanthropy! ;)

Yeah. Honestly of all my vices, my most regrettable is cigarettes.

I plan on doing hardcore shit or maybe trying heroin once I turn 70 or maybe 75 depending on my health....IF I even make it that far.

there's this great little canadian movie, "the barbarian invasions" by denys arcand, where a terminal old man (we know this character and his friends from a previous movie 20 years earlier, "the decline of the american empire") starts taking heroin to cope with terminal illness.

check them out both some time. the sexual politics may be a little outdated i suppose, this is an old man born in the 40s, but i still love these 2 films

what do you mean by priviledgewank? i am not making sense of the implication "autism as privilege." please clarify?

anyway, if you're socially stupid (i am), practicing kindness and loyalty and, what else was it... will get you much farther than the temporary delusion of hard drugs. yeah, they're not medicine and they can get you in deep shit.

see this book/person instead:

http://tytashiro.com/awkwardaweasome/

I'm just taking the piss out of people on certain corners of the internet. 'Yeah, well I've got this thing wrong with me, so I can do shit like this and it's fine! If you're against it than you're whateverphobic!"

I don't even think it's that. I'm a teenager and I've always been kind of a good kid, so it might just be wanting to have new experiences and rebel a little bit...which I know has never gotten anyone far (and my mum's been watching old episodes of Degrassi atm, which inadvertently rams this home), but I don't know. Fuck adolescence.

I know that I shouldn't, and that it's basically slow-motion suicide. But it's still there as an urge. Maybe because cigarettes would be easier to find? Maybe because of the reason against it?

I’ve been on the verge of being cigarette free for like seven years. I only smoke once in the morning before work, once at night after work — right after I wake up and right before I go to bed.
Was a pack-a-day guy for years, and I figured it would be easy to ween down to to nothing from next to nothing.

Spoiler: It’s actually harder with cigarettes for some reason.

I’ve had to ween myself down from pain medications following aforementioned accidents and surgeries... rather large doses... and that — the thing that’s responsible for a national epidemic — was easier by FUCKING MILES than going from 2 cigs/day to 0 cigs a day.

:(

I’m afraid I’m going to light-smoke myself to death because I want to smash things when I go without those wee little bumps.

I’ll check ‘em out. Could shed some light in my “plan”. Hahaha

Claire, just be a normal teen and smoke weed and drink

Cigarettes do nothing but fuck up yr throat and potentially cause cancer. The buzz is so minor and not even worth it. Taste/smell like shit too

Or vape maybe idk. You can get fidget spinner and blow a smoke ring over it while dabbing that'd be "trill"

We've all been over this before, all of this is shit I'm aware of and still want to do but I don't know how I can or if I should.

Mate, I post on a Sonic Youth message board. I'm as un-trill as can be. I don't even know what trill means.

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(I should stop making this thread depressing.)
Me and Doc were spending a good twenty minutes laughing at shoegaze memes on a Discord server.

look, just do like robigator did and wait till you’re of legal age

does robigator strike you as a “i never rebelled” conformist?

rob has an irrepressible lust for life, insatiable curiosity, and zero shame. and he never got high till he was of age. after that... lololol let him tell you

what’s the hurry to go looking for it as an innocent, and getting scammed, sold catnip, sold strychnine, sold who knows what else?

it will all come to you in time. just relax. go for a run if you wanna get your endorphins to give you a tasty buzz. what’s the big fucking hurry. a lot of people who are in a hurry end up as burnouts.

if you wanna piss off your parents, claim a different religion haaaa haaaa haaa

or eat what they don’t. “im a vegan now!” or “im an obligatory carnivore!” lmao

only eat high meat and ferment it in their refrigerator

make sure it’s mutton too haaa haaaa haaaa

Haha

My mum's a lapsed Catholic and my dad is irreligious, so I'd really have to stretch to piss them off with that.

And yeah, patience is key. I don't want to fuck up at school much ("Can I have an extension? I was high last night and ruined my essay") :D

Catholicksm

Drinking is only fun w friends

Alone it's just sad and gross


Exercise and meditation over and over

And shoegaze memes obv

P sure soup nazi drinks alone

Dont be soup nazi

Dead ass

I used to legit huff paint thinner in high school and couldn't figure out why I wasnt getting straight As anymore

Damn ICP and Richard Kern warped my fragile mind

I dropped out so I could smoke w my goth ass gf and get my 17 y.0. nuts kicked every day

Dont be like me.

We need to make a Sonic Youth memes thread

Do u have any?

Vaping does work but most of the devices sold are aimed at non-smokers who just want to produce massive clouds. These are useless for people looking at vaping as a way of getting off cigs. For that you need something with a tank that takes +1 ohm coils. I only mention this because I wasted money on two devices with 'sub ohm' tanks and nearly abandoned the vape-option altogether before getting the right one, and haven't looked back since.

I don't, but I'm sure other people do.

@demonrail666: I don't want to start vaping, and I hate anyone who does so. There's a guy nearby who has a 'Black Market Vape Merchants' sticker on his car, and every time I walk past I think 'ew'

EDIT TO CLARIFY: Vaping to get off cigarettes = cool, vaping to show off = fuck you.

A lot of people who vape are just former smokers

Helps you ween off

I never make fun of vapers. It's like harassing fat people at the gym. Let them better themselves

Fat people are fine, it's just the obnoxious 'look how much smoke I can make! Hahaha I'm so edgy' people.

the older you get, the less and less you have to deal w/ edge lords

you're gonna love it

Depends...

There are some edge-lordy 30- and 40-somethings. And 50-somethings. And probably more.

Also, the internet is at least 50% omg giant edgelord, so age doesn’t really impact exposure in that respect.

This is actually legit. I fucked up n started smoking weed at 15. I didn’t really start drinking until I was 20. I drank a few times before but not really...even when it was readily available. I don’t drink nearly as much as everyone else my age but I do enjoy my alcohol. Anyway...wait for weed until your in college at the very least. You’re still developing and you need to be your best self.

see, that's weird. I'm probably missing something in my body that would enable nicotine addiction or something. but I've been more-less a smoker since 19 but it has always been an on-and-off thing and I never felt an urge to smoke. There have been countless times when I simply forgot about smoking for long months or even years. I never feel the urge to go and buy smokes - I only do that before I know I'll go out drinking (which happens only very rarely lately).
But the mystic "nicotine additction" is something I've never experienced and hopefully never will.