someone told me, someday if you can feel inside
you'll see, forever, dreaming inside
if you could feel my soul crashing, if you could fill this hole inside me..

^you tell em!


half of what i say is meaningless
but i say it just to reach you, julia

i wonder who?

white hair, white skin, black clothes, bloody red lips

if the illusion is real
let them give you a ride
if they got thunder appeal
let them be on your side

This is dedicated to me


You can use yr illusion
let it take you where it may
we live an learn an then we burn an then we fade away
me i'm just here hangin out it's my only place to stay
at least fr now anyway
i worked too hard fr my illusions just to throw them all away

I'm deep down in the back streets - in the heart of Medina
About to set off something more deep than a misdemeanor
Under the subway, waiting for the train to make noise
So I can blast a nigga and his boys - for what?
He pushed up on the block and made the dope sales drop
Like the crashin of Dow Jones stock
I had to connect to cross seals, to catch more mil's
Than ho-bitches got birth control pills
I'm in the park, settin up a deal over blunt fire
Bum niggaz sleepin on the bench, they had em wired
Peeped my convo, the address of my condo
And how I changed a nigga name to John Doe
And while we set up camp, we got Vamp
Put the stake through his heart, I ripped his fucking fangs apart
Snake got smoked on the set like Brandon Lee
Blown out the frame, like Pan Am flight 103
He got swung on, his lungs was torn, the
kingpin just castled with his rook and lost a pawn
A regular on the block, and played look-out
For playing predator with a glock, he should have took out

- Gold by GZA/Genius

i want to ride my bicycle
i want to ride my bike
i want to ride my bicycle
i want to ride it where i like

or


i've got a bike you can ride it if you like it's got a basket a bell that rings and things to make it look good

i wanna fuck you
with my red hot car

jessica said she'd wait for me
I'd be 18 when she was turning 23
decorate her room with greeting cards
they burn up when she turns the light on in the dark

trying to remember love that never really was

when the milk tasted like perfume
you had been drinking from the carton
and I knew

crack, baby, crack - show me you're real.

the sun comes up another day begins and i don't even worry about the state i'm in
head so heavy and i'm looking thin but when the sun goes down i wanna start again

uhhhhuhhhhhhhhhh

never understanding
you never understand me aaahhhhh

Why do my thoughts loom so large on me?
They seem to stay, for day after day
And won't disappear, I've tried every way

Once I had a little game
I like to crawl deep in my brain
I think you know the game I mean
I mean the game call go insane
Now you should try this little game
Just close your eyes forget your name
Forget the world Forget the people

Laughter, joy, and loneliness and sex and sex and sex and sex
Look at me, I'm in tatters
I'm shattered

and i wonder, still i wonder, whooooll stopp the raaaain

Here's the church and here's the steeple?